Im sofa king. We todd it.
Alright this will be my last post for the night. It will be a random rant... Im sure most of you have heard, im in deep shit. Im fucking stupid. I left my progress report in my desk, yeah the one I have been hiding from my dad for the last 6 weeks. I figured he wouldnt see it. Well he did. He said he was looking for the Windows CD, and couldnt find it anywhere, so he decided to look in my room.
We were in the car, just me and him after gettin back from vegas and out goin to the bank.. He says "Adam I need to talk to you". Im thinking ok cool whatev. Then he goes on about the CD and how he would never go through my stuff... I guess I belive him. Then hes like "Do you wanna take a guess at what I found in your desk?" Im thinking oh shit he found my cigs, or my weed, or my lighters... I guess I should be happy that that wasnt it.
Well im dead, as you can guess. No cell, no computer, no contact to the outside world. I can deal with that. But, im being sent to highland. I am 99% sure im gone. It sucks sooo much. Everything, gone. All my friends, everything. I can get away with anything at palmdale. I know all of security. I know all of guidence. Now im not going to know anyone or anything. Freshman year all over again. Oh well shit happens, right? I can deal with that... But not being with my friends is going to be the hardest part... Theyre the only reason im still here... I dont know what im going to do... I know its not the end of the world, but in a way it is. I dont even know anymore. This is now just pointless babling... This is all pointless.
Why do I even try anymore? Will someone give me a reason? What the fuck is the point? Everything I do I fuck up. I cant to anything right. If I had just done a few assignments I wouldnt be here. If I had just listened to them when they said not to bring lighters to school, i wouldnt be here. When was the last time that I actually did something right? Anything I might have good going for me, i destroy. Why the fuck do I try at anything?
Fuck it im done. Im out of here. im sorry. im sorry to everyone. im sorry i wasted your time, im sorry i hurt you, im sorry i didnt listen. im sorry.
We were in the car, just me and him after gettin back from vegas and out goin to the bank.. He says "Adam I need to talk to you". Im thinking ok cool whatev. Then he goes on about the CD and how he would never go through my stuff... I guess I belive him. Then hes like "Do you wanna take a guess at what I found in your desk?" Im thinking oh shit he found my cigs, or my weed, or my lighters... I guess I should be happy that that wasnt it.
Well im dead, as you can guess. No cell, no computer, no contact to the outside world. I can deal with that. But, im being sent to highland. I am 99% sure im gone. It sucks sooo much. Everything, gone. All my friends, everything. I can get away with anything at palmdale. I know all of security. I know all of guidence. Now im not going to know anyone or anything. Freshman year all over again. Oh well shit happens, right? I can deal with that... But not being with my friends is going to be the hardest part... Theyre the only reason im still here... I dont know what im going to do... I know its not the end of the world, but in a way it is. I dont even know anymore. This is now just pointless babling... This is all pointless.
Why do I even try anymore? Will someone give me a reason? What the fuck is the point? Everything I do I fuck up. I cant to anything right. If I had just done a few assignments I wouldnt be here. If I had just listened to them when they said not to bring lighters to school, i wouldnt be here. When was the last time that I actually did something right? Anything I might have good going for me, i destroy. Why the fuck do I try at anything?
Fuck it im done. Im out of here. im sorry. im sorry to everyone. im sorry i wasted your time, im sorry i hurt you, im sorry i didnt listen. im sorry.