all is well in the world
don't want people to fret and worry on my behalf!
i am here... i am still waiting.. i am doing my best to live my life in the meantime ..
at the moment i am sitting in Justin's kitchen while he makes me a mouth watering pasta dinner.
have spent the loveliest of lazy days curled up watching movies and enjoying each others company.
i am a very lucky girl indeed!
my new years was PERFECT!
i have the best friends in the world.
we hosted (I say we...but I mean Quinn and Ming who worked very hard to pull it off without a hitch) a new years eve murder mystery dinner party.
all 8 guests in perfect 60's costumes
turkey dinner
laughing
so much giggling
silliness
absolute silliness!
no need to go out and find a party when the party came to me!
i am so grateful to my friends for making me feel normal...no better then normal
i felt loved and needed and full of fun.
just perfect.
we all slept in my room of love cuddled up like a puddle of puppies
woke up
breakfast
cleaned the house
quinn and ming and i went to denny's for our annual new years day reflection lumberjack special
not gonna lie
this one was harder then years before
so much has happened in 2009
utter despair, heartbreaking sorrow
but also
moments of total freedom
intense love and passion
its hard to imagine it all took place in one year.
no one saw this coming
and so our review was tough
toasting the friends who have left us this year
in conclusion we wiped the tears from our eyes
stated our gratitude in our friendship
glad to have the triangle to support us
i couldn't do it without them.
i couldn't do it without so many people.
i am entirely reliant on others.
but thats ok
maybe i'm not meant to be independant right now.
i need i need i need
so much love
but i have love to give in return
tenfold.
the girls drove me to justins
a perfect night and lazy day
spent in the arms of my love
this year has been unbelievably unpredicatable
and yet i still feel lucky
and grateful
and full to the brim
of love.
i am here... i am still waiting.. i am doing my best to live my life in the meantime ..
at the moment i am sitting in Justin's kitchen while he makes me a mouth watering pasta dinner.
have spent the loveliest of lazy days curled up watching movies and enjoying each others company.
i am a very lucky girl indeed!
my new years was PERFECT!
i have the best friends in the world.
we hosted (I say we...but I mean Quinn and Ming who worked very hard to pull it off without a hitch) a new years eve murder mystery dinner party.
all 8 guests in perfect 60's costumes
turkey dinner
laughing
so much giggling
silliness
absolute silliness!
no need to go out and find a party when the party came to me!
i am so grateful to my friends for making me feel normal...no better then normal
i felt loved and needed and full of fun.
just perfect.
we all slept in my room of love cuddled up like a puddle of puppies
woke up
breakfast
cleaned the house
quinn and ming and i went to denny's for our annual new years day reflection lumberjack special
not gonna lie
this one was harder then years before
so much has happened in 2009
utter despair, heartbreaking sorrow
but also
moments of total freedom
intense love and passion
its hard to imagine it all took place in one year.
no one saw this coming
and so our review was tough
toasting the friends who have left us this year
in conclusion we wiped the tears from our eyes
stated our gratitude in our friendship
glad to have the triangle to support us
i couldn't do it without them.
i couldn't do it without so many people.
i am entirely reliant on others.
but thats ok
maybe i'm not meant to be independant right now.
i need i need i need
so much love
but i have love to give in return
tenfold.
the girls drove me to justins
a perfect night and lazy day
spent in the arms of my love
this year has been unbelievably unpredicatable
and yet i still feel lucky
and grateful
and full to the brim
of love.