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i got a letter from my brother.. i really miss him, it makes me want to cry when i think about it.i found out that one of my childhood friends died two weeks ago in a car accident. my moms coming back from wyoming, she told me about all the wild horses that run around everywhere. i wish i was with her, o how id give to ride again or soon anyways.my room is now green i need to go furniture shopping etc... ummm summer school is lame my teacher is stupid and annoying and offensive. i wish i could just spill everything out im tired of keeping everything in myself it just hurts more.

i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it, i dont believe it makes me real i thought itd be easy but no one belives me im meant all the things i said if u belive its in my soul id say all the words that i know...

i <3 dante.. i just wish he knew that i truly mean it and that nothing will ever change the way i feel.