Sep 14, 2006 14:30
things have gone very well. waitressing is paying off big time. im glad i decided on this job. i love it. its so fun and its paying for the shit i really need.
another plus, im loving eli and my relationship. things are going so great. ive never had someone like him before. these arent only stronger emotions, bug different ones too. its amazing. still feeling the butterflies, too. :-)
troy daze tonight and tomorrow. im so excited! :-):-)
i havent had a lot of time lately for my friends. ive been working every single solitary day. and i want to apologize. i miss meg like crazy. and jason. and now i havent even seen my friends who are at home. this is tough.
this song has come true, though. i wanted to share it::
Feels like I have always known you. And I swear I dreamt about you. All those endless nights I was alone. It's like I've spent forever searching. Now I know that it was worth it. With you it feels like I am finally home.
Falling head over heels. Thought I knew how it feels. But with you it's like the first day of my life.
'Cuz you leave me speechless when you talk to me. You leave me breathless the way you look at me. You manage to disarm me, my soul is shining through. Can't help but surrender my everything to you.
I thought I could resist you. I thought that I was strong. Somehow you were different from what I've known. I didn't see you coming. You took me by surprise and you stole my heart before I could say no.
The way you smile, the way you touch my face.
It's something that you do I can't explain.
I'd run a million miles just to hear you say my name, the way you look at me.
You manage to disarm me, my soul is shining through. I can't help but surrender my everything to you.
That is true happiness. And I am experiencing it. Nothing in life can go wrong right now. Nothing can affect me. Not my parents on-going divorce, not the fact that i dont know what i want to do with my life. Not even the fact that i might be stuck here forever. I have what I need. Friends, Family, Love.