Erotic Death Wish
There's an ache in my chest when I think of how much I need you; miss you. It feels like a warm pressure expanding under my ribs-much like nervousness but instead I am longing.
I crave you, so much so that breathing is strange without you to fill my lungs. Moments in my life seem lonlier somehow. What's worse is that I see you everywhere; smell you; taste you. The sight and smell drive me mad for you again.
It's self-destructive love and I know that but oh how I want you in my mouth again, how I want to take you in, breath you in, be filled by you again. Oh all the things I want to do with you again.
I want to wrap my lips around you, take you in, suck you down until you're completely expended. I get so buzzed when I swallow you down too. We were always pleasuring each other, except you were poisoning me at the same time. Now I've seperated myself from you so as to learn to live without you. I hope I can, because loving you is truly a death wish.
I crave you, so much so that breathing is strange without you to fill my lungs. Moments in my life seem lonlier somehow. What's worse is that I see you everywhere; smell you; taste you. The sight and smell drive me mad for you again.
It's self-destructive love and I know that but oh how I want you in my mouth again, how I want to take you in, breath you in, be filled by you again. Oh all the things I want to do with you again.
I want to wrap my lips around you, take you in, suck you down until you're completely expended. I get so buzzed when I swallow you down too. We were always pleasuring each other, except you were poisoning me at the same time. Now I've seperated myself from you so as to learn to live without you. I hope I can, because loving you is truly a death wish.