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I guess I'm a loser. Nobody outside my chess board really wants to have much to do with me. Actually, a quarter to a half of my chess board doesn't want me either. Jobs don't want me, people can't accept me, I'm the subject of negative gossip and apparently often.
Maybe it's just that I'm not the norm. Even though I'm so average-height, average-wieght, average-math-test-score, etc. Even my latte is the average latte purchased but my personality? Not average. So people don't know how to react to me and my type. What do people do when they don't know about something? Freak out. Get scared, angry, hateful, etc. Lucky me.
But I have decided not to let the rest of society make me feel bad for being me. I'm going to strive for my personal happiness and the happiness of those I care about. And when we reach that point and people disaprove, we can say "fuck you" and move on.
Actually, why wait? We can do that now and should.
I'm just going to stay me.
Do you like me? Just me?
Maybe it's just that I'm not the norm. Even though I'm so average-height, average-wieght, average-math-test-score, etc. Even my latte is the average latte purchased but my personality? Not average. So people don't know how to react to me and my type. What do people do when they don't know about something? Freak out. Get scared, angry, hateful, etc. Lucky me.
But I have decided not to let the rest of society make me feel bad for being me. I'm going to strive for my personal happiness and the happiness of those I care about. And when we reach that point and people disaprove, we can say "fuck you" and move on.
Actually, why wait? We can do that now and should.
I'm just going to stay me.
Do you like me? Just me?