there is no i think i can. its i know i never can.

[5urre4ldr3am3r]

ugh im still in the worst possible mood. i fell asleep for a couple hours by accident. dreamed about murdering some chik i recently saw a picture of way to close to someone i care about and feel like im being replaced i dunno, just a gut feeling and there was a disgusting bowl of kitkats. i hate girls. then i woke up for a sec passed back out n dreamed i was in safeway with garrett running aroud crazy getting guns n amo. in safeway. apparently it was the end of the world and i was the big guru of some corp that was trying to fight for justice or something and being followed by cops and me jason and leeper were all driving around and duckin all these craziness and i had a shit load of machine guns n we were ready to kill and by the time we got down soil conservation rd, nasa had changed into some weird neon green glowing building and they blocked off the end doing construction. then jason disapeared and jazz appeared. mike was tryin to keep her safe while i was standing thru my sun roof bustin off rounds at this weird chainsaw lookin thing on a crane that was spinning around my car. somehow it magneticaly stuck to my car and i started screaming and cussing at the workers tellin em they are morons and to do their job the fuckin right way. then mike was killed somehow and jazz was wrapped around my legs staring up at me with blood all over her then i thought to myself "is she hurt?" then before i could do anything the chainsaw started up and begun to spin around. right before before i was completely cut in half (mind you the chainsaw was already inches deep in my flesh) i woke up.
even in sleep the world hates me.
so all in all i guess the world really does hate me and i should probably just stop existing. and since i fell asleep (cuz im soooo smart) i didnt write my paper. it was due online at midnite. hooray me. hooray being a fuck up who never can. hooray trying so hard and failing miserably. hooray nightmares. hooray this fucking water coming out of my eyes cuz im a loser.

Ladies and Gentleman the results are in:

Everyone Else: 1 Kat: 0

i need a cigarette or twenty.