Bad Day
Oh Chirst. I need to stop reading my horoscope:
An old wound might suddenly demand your attention. Now is your chance to heal from the past. If you're willing to look at the problem directly and acknowledge your part in it, you can move on.
Today can be described as a bad day. Sure last night I only got about 5 hours of sleep but normally I'm not crabby from that. It's if I get less than 3 hours of sleep I get crabby. I was 10 minutes late to work, but it didn't really matter because it was just Erik and me. I feel sorry for Erik having to work with me. I keep asking him questions and I feel like an idiot. There isn't anything at that bank I can do without asking help. Am I slow or is this a lot for a person with no banking experience to remember? I tend to think the former because well I like to blame myself.
I've been moody. When I get mad at people I tend to snap at them. It's actually a step forward in what I used to do which was nothing. That's not healthy but I'm beginning to think that snapping at people isn't healthy either. I don't know. I think this day might get worse in a couple minutes...
An old wound might suddenly demand your attention. Now is your chance to heal from the past. If you're willing to look at the problem directly and acknowledge your part in it, you can move on.
Today can be described as a bad day. Sure last night I only got about 5 hours of sleep but normally I'm not crabby from that. It's if I get less than 3 hours of sleep I get crabby. I was 10 minutes late to work, but it didn't really matter because it was just Erik and me. I feel sorry for Erik having to work with me. I keep asking him questions and I feel like an idiot. There isn't anything at that bank I can do without asking help. Am I slow or is this a lot for a person with no banking experience to remember? I tend to think the former because well I like to blame myself.
I've been moody. When I get mad at people I tend to snap at them. It's actually a step forward in what I used to do which was nothing. That's not healthy but I'm beginning to think that snapping at people isn't healthy either. I don't know. I think this day might get worse in a couple minutes...