Sep 24, 2005 22:12
Bah. College. XP I dunnooo if I like it or not..Lol. I mean it is okays n stuff. I have hmwk =X but like nothing too bad. XP They're all pretty do-able. The only thing I am sorta worried about is the whole relationship thingie. (I dunno if Travis reads this now anymore lol XP BUT IF YOU DO, DON'T TAKE OFFENSE) Anyways it is so weird. =( Because now when i am upset i can't be liek I AM NOT UPSET WHUT YOU TALKING ABOUts. liek on the net? and i don't get to be all bitchy so if i'm sad or something i just go like =X But yah. REAL LIFE RELATIONSHIPS TAKES TOO MUCH WORK.XP I dunno, like I feel bad coz I don't have much friends. Like i know a few people on my floor but i dunno how to you know. be all approachable. And i dunno. I want to spend time with Travis, but then sometimes I feel I am too clingy which is BAD. but you know. it is hard since I suck at self discipline. =X And lol. n it is sorta =X too when he's with his friend. >> (srsly, when they get together Travis is the weirdest. And like. stuff they talk about I have no idea about? because I am like..not all american? XP) But yah it is muchly alienating. And i dunno i get all frustrated and like i dunno tired. I'm tired. I want someone to do my hmwk for me. XP ehehhehe
Ohh todays, i went to eat din with my roomie at this marketplace two blocks away that takes the meal plan and they have pasta. <3. MMM. Alfredo. hehehe. I am totally going there to eat ALL the time now. XP NOODLIES=fave. but like. one whole order is too much i was like XP *FULL* at the end.
Ugh i have to workies in like two hours so i can't go sleep or something. Poopiepants. I got a blister on my foot and it hurts. I bought these like bandagey things or whatever. they kinda suck. XP better than nothing though. What else...uhm. I went to see Corpse Bride yesterdays, it was pretty good! Except for the end. She turns into moths. LAME. okay time to go back to focusing on my hmwk! =X!! Yayyy!