May 03, 2004 20:33
Meh. I'm not feeling too great lately. I am questioning wether i should take some time off smoking. I don't know though. Maybe, maybe not.
Normal day of school today.. it sucked major ass. Except the fact that I got a 88.7% in spanish 3. Biatch. Swimming is almost over, i believe the last day is wednesday. Have to run the mile on Thursday.. I am going to die.
I find myself thinking alot more now. I just sit and think, I've never had shit like this happen before. I need someone that can talk to me and not just say... " Oh i see" or "so0o0o" or some stupid garbage like that. I don't know what im saying. I want a girl, but of course knowing myself i am aiming too high and i will not get her. I don't know if its worth trying. I think it is, but i just don't have it in me to try. I don't know what I want anymore... it blows.
out for now.. Kamizzle.