No, I wont let it go. Douse myself in gasoline.

[5oh4plan14317]

Well today was kinda boring, my room is almost 100% complete, just some minor touches here and there, and ill have a "kickin" room. Well today i helped my dad clean up the garage and arrange it and whatnot. I was privaliged with driving my dads stick shift. Hard, but i love it. My sister hasnt driven it yet and she has a liscence. I think its the bond me and my dad have.. its a wonderful thing that i never want to lose. Ive been listening to silverstein lately and ill tell you something, IM IN LOVE WITH THIS BAND! Definetly check them out, Cd is out called "When Broken is Fixed Easily". Or go on kazaa and get a song or two, but support these guys, theyre really great. Well thats basically it... peace.- love me.

Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.

And if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me.
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.

No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline.
So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.

You made me swear.
I can't sleep.
Realize all the things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
into dust.(you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind.(you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside.(you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was yours to begin with.