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Yesterday was not a good day. Well, the morning was rubbish but the afternoon was significantly better. In the morning me and Dad went up the city to get some money out the bank to pay for my new car. I woke up feeling a little funny, like really tired and a fuzzy head. We went to the bank and whilst dad when sorting out the money I was starting to feel uncomfortable. It was really hot in there and I felt like I needed to have a drink and get some air, so I went to stand outside. I rang my Mum whilst I waited for my Dad to finish.
Then we walked up to this pasty shop which is in one of the busiest areas in the city. The wind was blowing and my hair was flapping about in my face, Dad was getting stressed about having to get the envelope of money out in public in order to get money out to pay for a pasty, which was stressing me out and I was fit to fucking burst I tell you. I took deep breaths and calmed down. Then we went over to this milkshake shop and I looked in but all off a sudden a panic attack hit me and I burst into tears and couldn't catch my breath. We hurried over to a alley way and I faced the wall and cried. I felt myself feeling like I was going to be sick, my worst fear, so tried to breath really slowly to calm down which did help but I just felt like I wanted to cry cry cry. I must have looked like a right tit. All my bloody make up running down my face. Lord.
After a few minutes I composed myself and me and Dad walked on and went to get some chips from the best chip shop in Norwich, Grovesner Fish Bar. After the attack I felt like I'd had the wind knocked out of my sails. I hadn't had one for a while and been out in public so my confidence was rising, then boom, out of no where I have one.
In the afternoon we went to pick up the new car, a peugeot 206. It's lush. It's so nice to drive, really smooth. So different compared to my cinquento which has no power steering and a 900cc engine! The cinq is being taken away tomo to the big scrap yard in the sky! I'm a little sad really, bless that little car. It was my first car. I had two accidents in it. I'm gonna pull the logo off the back and keep it as a momento!
Tomorrow afternoon my grandparents are coming down to the city with me to buy my 21st birthday present. I'm going to get a Links of London charm bracelet. They're really nice and some of the charms are really cute!
Friday evening I'm going out for a meal with Dean, Jasmine, Tess, Gedge and Carina. We're going to Pizza Express! I love it there, the pizza's are so fresh and lush. Then on Saturday, my birthday me dean gedge and carina are going to the zoo and the pleasure beach. In the evening i'm going out for a meal with my family! I wonder what presents I'll get? I don't really want anything.
Tim, a therapist is coming round my house on Friday to assess my needs. Basically see how nutty I am! I'm looking forward to it though, I need help to get better.
Then we walked up to this pasty shop which is in one of the busiest areas in the city. The wind was blowing and my hair was flapping about in my face, Dad was getting stressed about having to get the envelope of money out in public in order to get money out to pay for a pasty, which was stressing me out and I was fit to fucking burst I tell you. I took deep breaths and calmed down. Then we went over to this milkshake shop and I looked in but all off a sudden a panic attack hit me and I burst into tears and couldn't catch my breath. We hurried over to a alley way and I faced the wall and cried. I felt myself feeling like I was going to be sick, my worst fear, so tried to breath really slowly to calm down which did help but I just felt like I wanted to cry cry cry. I must have looked like a right tit. All my bloody make up running down my face. Lord.
After a few minutes I composed myself and me and Dad walked on and went to get some chips from the best chip shop in Norwich, Grovesner Fish Bar. After the attack I felt like I'd had the wind knocked out of my sails. I hadn't had one for a while and been out in public so my confidence was rising, then boom, out of no where I have one.
In the afternoon we went to pick up the new car, a peugeot 206. It's lush. It's so nice to drive, really smooth. So different compared to my cinquento which has no power steering and a 900cc engine! The cinq is being taken away tomo to the big scrap yard in the sky! I'm a little sad really, bless that little car. It was my first car. I had two accidents in it. I'm gonna pull the logo off the back and keep it as a momento!
Tomorrow afternoon my grandparents are coming down to the city with me to buy my 21st birthday present. I'm going to get a Links of London charm bracelet. They're really nice and some of the charms are really cute!
Friday evening I'm going out for a meal with Dean, Jasmine, Tess, Gedge and Carina. We're going to Pizza Express! I love it there, the pizza's are so fresh and lush. Then on Saturday, my birthday me dean gedge and carina are going to the zoo and the pleasure beach. In the evening i'm going out for a meal with my family! I wonder what presents I'll get? I don't really want anything.
Tim, a therapist is coming round my house on Friday to assess my needs. Basically see how nutty I am! I'm looking forward to it though, I need help to get better.