in the past...day
I have felt a pretty wide range of emotions; love, hate, anger, sadness, happiness, guilt, tired, energetic, creative, etc.
like a sudden wave of horomones just hit me out of nowhere, and now i kinda feel depressed, dont know why.
reminds me of old middle school times :P
in the past...week
I have done more work than i've done for a long time.
i get up at 6-ish ever morning, leave at 7:30 for summer school
get out at 1:00, go work for my stepdad until 4:30
get home around 5, when i finally get a half hour to relax, most of it however is spent getting ready to leave again
at 5:30ish i go to hapkido, and come home finally around 7:15
but many times i just go out for dinner with the family and get home 8:30.
and i have to go to sleep 9:30 so i can get up at 6 again.
man i wish i could stand coffee
oh, and im writing a research paper for drama summer school; damn english teachers who are drama teachers over the summer
if this is what its like being a grown-up, hopefully i'll get used to it, or be doing something i like.
i have bought more music than i ever have in my life
my music library has expanded from 50 songs to 318.
yes, i know people have much more than that,
but consider that it's in the past month
and 318 is 6x the former amount.
also, my new favorite band is Pink Floyd by far.
but post-Syd Barret Pink Floyd, if you even know what that means
not that i've heard any music from Pink Floyd from when he was in the band.
he died a week ago anyway.
so nevermind
in the past...thoughts
when i say that, i mean things i have thought/noticed in the past day or week
anyway, i noticed summer isn't all too great for me.
i hardly have time for my three main hobbies, writing, acting, and guitar.
well that isn't entirely true, i have been "acting" a lot lately, but it consumes my whole life right now.
i haven't wrote at all since the beginning of last month, i still do guitar on saturdays though.
but the acting! my god! so tiring, i thought i would have a productive summer.
oh and i realized that i have a lot of fleeting random thoughts, that i would like to remember.
so i think im gonna carry around a small notepad. yep.