Jul 01, 2006 08:29
Well, Graduation, eh? I know its been two days, but I never really had anything to say
not that I have anything to say now, but I should say something before there is no longer occassion to say anything.
Well, I guess the first thing I should address is the future and present.
noone should really be sad about leaving friends; of course everyone will keep in touch with their good friends.
yeah i guess it wont be the same, but people could still get together and see eachother.
I know I'm gonna keep in touch with my friends as best as I can, I'm pretty bad at keeping in touch in general.
And yeah, a lot of us will drift apart, and some of us will only keep in touch over summer. But in HS, its impossible not to make new friends, there will always be old ones though. I believe almost everyone is going somewhere where someone else is. And if they aren't your friend neccessarily, you can find friends in people you've never really known. A lot of my good friends or accuaintances went to my elementary school i didnt neccessarily talk to them then.
anyways, moving on, recent past.
This final week was nothing really I expected it to be. I don't think graduation has really hit me at all. This whole last week I went around like normal, and everyone else pretty much did the same. I always expected it to be...different, but I won't really go into details, there are none.
i'm not really sad that its over, it just doesnt feel like its over. It feels like a weekend, and I'm gonna come back monday and see all my old friends.
I don't think it will hit me that I won't see everyone again, or it already hit me.
There was this five minutes yesterday, I was looking over old pictures, and I felt kinda sad.
But I will never fully realize, because come monday I AM going to see old friends of mine.
Monday I start SAEP at CSUN, which is basically a "Summer Academic Enrichment Program" at a college. I just gonna be learning acting, and being in a musical. I'll see people I haven't seen in a year, some who I won't remember, some who I still keep in touch with, some who I stopped talking with (ex-girlfriends *gulp*).
It'll be just like before Eigth Grade, when I was so innocent, surrounded by people who weren't. Man, a lot has happened this past year. A lot of Good times, A lot of Bad times. So much Drama, But still times of peace. And middle school has been so strange, I actually started seeing the world, I knew where I stood, and where everyone else did. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing, like I miss the days where nothing mattered, but I also wished I knew sooner.
Well, its been fun, good luck in Highschool. Keep in touch.