A Separate Peace
I went to the concert Friday, unlike those losers who went to the movies. It was awesome!! Gavin's band blew my mind, they were so great. Kyle Riche is my new hero, and I don't even play guitar! Tyler Read was kool too, even though they weren;t the best concert band, but As Cities Burn was awesome too! I haven't been to a concert in so long, and I felt really happy when I was there. This may sound kinda stupid, but there's something peaceful about a mosh pit, I guess it's just the simplicity of it... I don't know, maybe it's just me and my crazy view of everything. There was one part where Morgan fell and I picked her up, I felt kool like one of the "concert people" as me and Tim call them. It was much fun. Then Saturday, we had a soccer game. My dad was pissin me off at first cuz he was yellin at me for coming too far out of the goal, when all last year he would tell me to come out more so I was confused much. But then the second half came and I lightened and loosened up a bit and had fun. Then we played at Rachel's party. We was driving to the party when Ford called Tim and was like, "Don't come!!" And it was just really funny to me cuz I could see Ford all Ford-like sayin that and I donno I can't explain it it was funny. But we got there anyway and we warmed up, but then people kept pushin each other in the pool and splashin on our stuff and we were like "We would like to live tonight, thank you!" but they kept doin it, so we had to move our stuff inside. Ya know, I'd like to play somewhere where people will actually listen to us. I know we're not that good, but they invited us to play and then they just tried to electricute us. I mean, where's the respect, but I guess that's what I get for being Gavin's Little Brother, but oh well. I'll make my mark someday... Then today I went to church and came home and did homework for a really long time, then the one and only Ann signed on and we talked about I don't remember what but anyways, I was like "Let's take a break from homework and go to the SWINGS!! and she blah blah blah and we went. So we hung out there for a while and she sang some song about dancing or something and I was RAAARRG! and the swing pulled me back and it was funny and the trees were still having sex and then we left and I finished my homework and it rained and I wrote this.
Peace... I suppose you could call it that, though I'm not exactly my definition of peaceful right now, I'm happy. Happier than I've been in a long time. And it wasn't any person making me unhappy, it was the overall situation. Whatever, I'm done trying to make sense of anything, All I know is, when it all comes down to it, I've still got my friends, and that's all I need.
It wasn't the [Sprite] which made me surpass myself, it was this liberation we had torn from the gray encroachments of [2004], the escape we had concocted, this afternoon of momentary, illusory, special and separate peace.
Peace... I suppose you could call it that, though I'm not exactly my definition of peaceful right now, I'm happy. Happier than I've been in a long time. And it wasn't any person making me unhappy, it was the overall situation. Whatever, I'm done trying to make sense of anything, All I know is, when it all comes down to it, I've still got my friends, and that's all I need.
It wasn't the [Sprite] which made me surpass myself, it was this liberation we had torn from the gray encroachments of [2004], the escape we had concocted, this afternoon of momentary, illusory, special and separate peace.