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I feel really really really,rather crappy!!
Don't wanna get *too* morose but....i'm not a happy bunny!!
My "pecker" is very,not "up".
I'm so so so sick of it *ALL*....
Bulimia,eating disorders,allthe fucking shit that is in my brain even though its so fucking mental!!!
It's fucking food and that is it!!!
Daarghh!!..I just had a shitty day.
I did about five pages of work and spent sooo long looking up stupid,stupid FISH,and protein assays and goddamn bullshit,....and it was in my fecking practical skills book all along!!!
...Food,cigarettes,alcohol....*wanting* to slice the fuck outta myself cause i don't know *HOW* the fuck to handle frustration,in a sensible manner!!
I can't handle my own blood so....the first three,then!!
Urrrgh,i give up.
I hate typing bout my shite on here,it makes me sound unstable and stupid.
Don't wanna get *too* morose but....i'm not a happy bunny!!
My "pecker" is very,not "up".
I'm so so so sick of it *ALL*....
Bulimia,eating disorders,allthe fucking shit that is in my brain even though its so fucking mental!!!
It's fucking food and that is it!!!
Daarghh!!..I just had a shitty day.
I did about five pages of work and spent sooo long looking up stupid,stupid FISH,and protein assays and goddamn bullshit,....and it was in my fecking practical skills book all along!!!
...Food,cigarettes,alcohol....*wanting* to slice the fuck outta myself cause i don't know *HOW* the fuck to handle frustration,in a sensible manner!!
I can't handle my own blood so....the first three,then!!
Urrrgh,i give up.
I hate typing bout my shite on here,it makes me sound unstable and stupid.