Dec 11, 2012 17:00
So, today I am feeling much less motivated to do anything about... well, anything to do with my school work. I'll still do some, but the drive just isn't all there anymore. I remembered to bring home my script for Charlie Brown, so I can finish those notes up first, and then practice for my solo performance. After that, more Shakespeare work (I guess... durh). I'll start on it now so that I don't have to worry about it later. Since I won't actually do it later. LOL
Kinda excited for this weekend. I feel so lame for never having many friends to party with, but I'm actually getting friends now. Which is pretty cool. Friends, what an exciting concept. Whatever, I'm a happy introvert. And doing the show drunk will be fun as hell.
I felt a little weird with everyone ringed around my sketchbook this afternoon, looking at my drawings. It was definitely an confidence/ego assurance/boost, what have you. To know that people actually do like my drawings, and I'm not just pumping out mediocre crap. I still don't think I'm good enough to do what I want yet, but maybe someday I will be good enough. Or never. Argh, I don't know, but people at least like my art, and that makes me feel good about it. I didn't expect that they would like the Silent Hill monsters so much (although I'm glad, since I love them too). Or the drawing of the girl (all of the girls that I draw in my mind are Roxxy, or girls like her. The personality is fun to work with), which Maddy fucking loved apparently. That and the zombies. I actually want those on my body, but I can't quite figure out why.
Anyway, time for dinner, and then work some more, and then other stuff. Yayy for fucking summatives week. I hate everything. Except for my new mood theme. I still like that. And my Princess.