Do you ReMeMBeR ?
okay, okay, so here i am, bored as hell, and i decide to look at some of my concert pictures. i pull out my aaron carter's winter party pics and i'm looking at some of them and the memories flood back lol. bob waving to me! lol. then i see the pics of when we [me, slowload, jenn, then the other jen, and ashley, who are cathy's kids] were running after aaron's tour bus and he waved to us. ahh, magic. it was magic i swear. i remember walking back over to the fence to my mom and going "he waved to us! he waved to us! he blew me a kiss! i can die now!" lol. wow, i seem to say "i can die now" or "i can die happy now" after everything. it's pretty funny, i think. if i would have died then, i would have never met three of the most influential people in my life. i would have never had the best day ever on august 22nd of last year. i would have never met liz, who i shared the most amazing moment of my life with ... i would have never met aaron, the man of my dreams, the man i think about every day ... and i would have never met my stub sister, sarah, repetitively, without knowing her name, and i would have never found her on the internet in a chat room of all places.
if i would have died then, i would have never met stevie, chris, or greg ... i would have never gotten that close to nick carter as i was on feb 23rd ... i would never have realized what cool girls triple image are. i would have never had dinner with stevie, then met him two other times. i would have never met lydia, or jim, and mrs fuentes [triple image's mom] would have never remembered who i was from march 1st to the 30th. i would have never peeked under the kid's fair stage to see greg doing push ups and "adjusting his pants". i would have never met ashley and realized my love for barry. i would have never became chris' "speaker girl" ... and i would have never emailed kaila amariah and recieved a response.
i would have never gotten 6th row tickets to see aaron carter. i would have never gotten the chance to see chris and jump5 again. i would never have gotten the chance to see play. i would have never realized how much i love their songs. i would have never sat on greg raposo's lap *sigh* and i never would have seen how the trash cans in the king of prussia mall talk when you throw stuff away.
with all these things that i would have never done ... i'm glad i didn't do what i wanted to, when i wanted to. i'm glad i stuck through the hard times a few years ago, and made it through a stronger and better person. i'm glad i didn't let "those people" knock me down and out.
and for once i can safely say ... i am glad i am me.
xoxo;
Julie
if i would have died then, i would have never met stevie, chris, or greg ... i would have never gotten that close to nick carter as i was on feb 23rd ... i would never have realized what cool girls triple image are. i would have never had dinner with stevie, then met him two other times. i would have never met lydia, or jim, and mrs fuentes [triple image's mom] would have never remembered who i was from march 1st to the 30th. i would have never peeked under the kid's fair stage to see greg doing push ups and "adjusting his pants". i would have never met ashley and realized my love for barry. i would have never became chris' "speaker girl" ... and i would have never emailed kaila amariah and recieved a response.
i would have never gotten 6th row tickets to see aaron carter. i would have never gotten the chance to see chris and jump5 again. i would never have gotten the chance to see play. i would have never realized how much i love their songs. i would have never sat on greg raposo's lap *sigh* and i never would have seen how the trash cans in the king of prussia mall talk when you throw stuff away.
with all these things that i would have never done ... i'm glad i didn't do what i wanted to, when i wanted to. i'm glad i stuck through the hard times a few years ago, and made it through a stronger and better person. i'm glad i didn't let "those people" knock me down and out.
and for once i can safely say ... i am glad i am me.
xoxo;
Julie