......ghosts
........sometimes us ghosts are weird.......we do or think things that arent generaly good, but we manage to hold onto those things better than the other things, the things that would pull us from our incorporeal state, those things which would solidify us, make us human.........we fear these things......us ghosts have sat back and watched our lifes and the lives of others be beatten and bogged down by those things so we try our best to keep away from them...........and every once and a while one of those things catches us.....could it be the bait? the trap itself? or nostalgia....the feeling of longing to be somewhere, to feel somehow, like we once did....thougth we know good and well those things are going to hurt us we take the bait.....walk right into the trap.....with both eyes open..............why.............why, when we know it will only be bad.....i type alot of periods.........love is a horrible thing........it breeds the virus of irrationality, the bacteria known as paranoia, the disease called hope, and the swarm consisting of jealousy, hatred, sadness, fear, lonliness, and spite............i've come up with 2 quotes, no real topic to them, but they make you think, it's almost scary when you think about but here they are........"You already know all the answers to all the questions you dont."........."Alas, we behold Oblivion, and yet we see the Elysian Fields.".........yeah you gotta have a big philosophy background to understand those, mebe that's what i should switch to....philosophy and psychology..........mebe.............but then again i'd rather the human race kill itself off.........humans are full of hatred and greed.......behold the only creature on this giant shit covered rock who actively organizes itself and exterminates it's own kind because of the color of it's exterior, the way it thinks, or even solely where it was born..........it makes me sick.......why do humans suck so much?...........us ghosts dont like humans.....we dont enjoy their flury of emotions, their lack of armor......no protection means pain...pain isnt good...we figure if we are gonna hurt that much, we're gonna do it to ourselves......and thus comes the subject of mutilation.......humans think, "they want to kill themselves, they are suicidal" when in fact we are merely trying to misdirect that energy to a non-destructive end......compiled to "self-mutilation"....they say it's wrong .....but isnt something that brings someone happiness and release supposed to be good?......people have sex to bring happiness and release....but it isnt considdered wrong and it does more damage to more people than self mutilation does........people drive to bring happiness and release.....and yet more people die in car crashes every day, than die of self mutilation every year...............and welcome drugs........the other form of "self destructive" behavior that is considdered "inhumane" and "sick", even some refer to it as "moraly wrong" but let me ask you this..........take the child who was unloved, unsupported, and unknown, the child who was filled with rage at his invisibility .....the child with no outlet, no release.........would you rather have him docile and harming no other being..........or would you rather have him harming everything he came across.....gouging a path to his decay and leaving a trail of fear, sadness, grief and gore? ..................i thought so................so this brings me to my final question and my closing...........................................................................to what lengths would you go to keep those hurtful things away?...........