Almost back to school time...
So today I spent the greater part packing to go back to school on Friday...actually, I'm going to drop some stuff up, then I'm going to the Puyallup fair w/ some friends. So I'll be in Puyallup till Saturday. I'm definitely not looking forward to Rush...it's going to be a week of being perky and fake in front of a shit load of girls. I hated going through rush, and I'm sure being on the other side won't be that great either. Work week is this upcoming week, that should be okay minus the workshops we have to go through. Aside from packing I've just been hanging out a lot. I'm feeling a lot better than I have all summer...it's like all of the sudden my worries and stresses lessened. I am still a really confused girl though. It's being torn between two guys. I got over the ass hole that fucked me over this summer, but there are two others and I'm good friends w/ both of them. It's like I can't let my gaurd down w/ Matt b/c there is something holding me back. I still care about Kyle so much, and just a couple weeks ago we finally got to hang out and all of those feelings just came rushing back. I don't know what to do. Any suggestions would be awesome. Cuz right now I kind of feel like I'm being a player...and I don't like that when I'm good friends w/ both of them. Man I can't believe summer is pretty much over...so much I didn't get to do that I wanted. There are a couple really close friends of mine that I didn't get to see as much as I had wanted either...hmmmm...how does time just seem to fly by all the time? Geez. Well, I'm off to finish the rest of my packing.