(no subject)
Well. Either things are going to
take a massive turn for the worst or
they are going to drastically improve.
Either way I am getting Subway tonight
and I'm making a t-shirt in the next
day or two. And developing pictures.
I find it absolutely hilarious the
questionairres that the ACT program
has you fill out. When they are trying
to help you get an idea of what you'd
like to go into they have you check things
off that either you like, dislike or are
indifferent to. I was doing this and
laughing.
I will give examples:
-Watch for Forest Fires
- Figure shipping costs for catalog orders
-Assemble a cabinet from written directions
-Pack things into boxes
I'm sorry, but seriously? Are those really
my options for the future? Scaarrryyyyy.
Please work out.
Please work out.
Please work out.
Please work out.
I started my book. I don't know how long it
will be or if it will even be good but right
now it's shit. But of course it is because
it's only the second day of working on it.
I don't know if I like the idea of it being
based on me. And if it IS based on me, then
should I write it as if I am talking? These
are questions I need answered.
Maybe I should go to the doctor. I remember
when I passed out in the vet last year. Most
people thought it was because I hadn't eaten
which is true, I hadn't. But it was still
before noon, so it doesn't seem like that
would be much of a factor. That was so
scary that day. I was ready to die. I remember
lying on that bathroom floor next to the air
conditioning thinking "This is it. I'm dying.
All right then." It was like slow motion.
I hope that doesn't happen again. I hope
that's not what this blacking out is all
leading up to.
All right. I have nothing more to say.
take a massive turn for the worst or
they are going to drastically improve.
Either way I am getting Subway tonight
and I'm making a t-shirt in the next
day or two. And developing pictures.
I find it absolutely hilarious the
questionairres that the ACT program
has you fill out. When they are trying
to help you get an idea of what you'd
like to go into they have you check things
off that either you like, dislike or are
indifferent to. I was doing this and
laughing.
I will give examples:
-Watch for Forest Fires
- Figure shipping costs for catalog orders
-Assemble a cabinet from written directions
-Pack things into boxes
I'm sorry, but seriously? Are those really
my options for the future? Scaarrryyyyy.
Please work out.
Please work out.
Please work out.
Please work out.
I started my book. I don't know how long it
will be or if it will even be good but right
now it's shit. But of course it is because
it's only the second day of working on it.
I don't know if I like the idea of it being
based on me. And if it IS based on me, then
should I write it as if I am talking? These
are questions I need answered.
Maybe I should go to the doctor. I remember
when I passed out in the vet last year. Most
people thought it was because I hadn't eaten
which is true, I hadn't. But it was still
before noon, so it doesn't seem like that
would be much of a factor. That was so
scary that day. I was ready to die. I remember
lying on that bathroom floor next to the air
conditioning thinking "This is it. I'm dying.
All right then." It was like slow motion.
I hope that doesn't happen again. I hope
that's not what this blacking out is all
leading up to.
All right. I have nothing more to say.