sometimes you just can't make it on your own
I'm not going to let things get out of control.
I'm not going to get "sad" over things that don't matter.
I'm not going to be the weak person I used to be.
End of story.
So, it's snowing out and that is amazing. It's even starting to accumulate! It seems like all of the hatred and bad connotations winter used to bring in my life have ceased to exist, and I couldn't be happier.
Tonight will be nice, since I'm leaving the house. And tomorrow, after thanksgiving dinner, I'm going to my sister's party. And if all goes as planned, it will be great. Life's looking up.
I've been missing what I used to have a lot lately. I'm not sure why. I know in my heart that it's my fault things turned out the way they did... and, truth be told, I'm sorry that's what happened. But I can't just let it get me down and become defeated, because then I will just get fatter and uglier and go into a downward spiral the likes of which Northern Indiana has never seen. Watch out!
I don't get to see Kayle and Sarah on Friday and that is awfulllll! But I guess I'm going to the show on Saturday.
Who would've guessed.
It's not like I ever do anything else, as far as my social life goes.
Once I have some money (that will be tomorrow), I want to go shopping. I need new clothes.
Love.
I'm not going to get "sad" over things that don't matter.
I'm not going to be the weak person I used to be.
End of story.
So, it's snowing out and that is amazing. It's even starting to accumulate! It seems like all of the hatred and bad connotations winter used to bring in my life have ceased to exist, and I couldn't be happier.
Tonight will be nice, since I'm leaving the house. And tomorrow, after thanksgiving dinner, I'm going to my sister's party. And if all goes as planned, it will be great. Life's looking up.
I've been missing what I used to have a lot lately. I'm not sure why. I know in my heart that it's my fault things turned out the way they did... and, truth be told, I'm sorry that's what happened. But I can't just let it get me down and become defeated, because then I will just get fatter and uglier and go into a downward spiral the likes of which Northern Indiana has never seen. Watch out!
I don't get to see Kayle and Sarah on Friday and that is awfulllll! But I guess I'm going to the show on Saturday.
Who would've guessed.
It's not like I ever do anything else, as far as my social life goes.
Once I have some money (that will be tomorrow), I want to go shopping. I need new clothes.
Love.