If only...
Today was such a rough day emotionally. I am so sick of feeling this way. I wish I had someone who woud listen without judging or telling me what I should be doing. I can't help how I feel. Friends say that get that but they tell me to feel differently. I don't get it right now. I wish I could take a pill to stop making me feel so much all the time. It's so draining. Sometimes I feel so much that my chest tightens and it gets hard to breathe. I wish I could stop thinking, stop feeling, but I can't. It's not in my nature.
If only I had the guts to feel this way...
If only I had the guts to feel this way...