May 02, 2006 17:58
then I used too be.
It feels so good. After meeting The Seventh Gate and Steve, I've become so much more. I remember 2 years ago, when I was so depressed, when I felt like the world was against me, when I felt I was nothing. And look at me now, I'm who I want too be, I'm happy, I'm feeling so complete.
Sure, there are still bad things in my life, but I don't care, live for the good, leave behind the bad.
When I go to shows with those guys, it feels so good. I get to go to different places, meet awesome new people, and I get to be myself, me, no teachers or parents or rules holding me down. I've never felt so good. I get to be me, and just me. I get to discover new music, and friends.
And Steve, he's brought so much too me, and I bet he doesn't even realize it. He let's me come over to his house whenever possible, and chill. And we get to jam together, which may seem like something regular to him now, but too me it's so much more. I'm getting to be what I want to be. When I enter that jam room, the whole world is gone, it's just us, and I can be the deep down me. I can scream my lungs out, and all the negative energy leaves me body. He's taught me so much, and he's given and given. He's an inspiration beyond any. I just hope that I can return the favor's he's done me.
none of you will probably read this
but whatever, it made me feel good to type it out