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i can't wait to get out of this city. i have fucked up all of my relationships with the people i love, made the bad relationships with the people i hate even worse, and even started screwing things up with people i don't know. besides i think anything worth doing is worth doing badly. my mother who watches celebrity rehab with dr.drew told me that the reason people choose opiates is because they're in pain, and i guess i see some truth in that.
and maybe all of these thoughts and plans of leaving are hopeless and artificial, but i'd love to think they're not. i need to be saved cause i'm past the point of saving myself and i've been drowning for years. come summertime, i hope the living's easy.
i know that i know nothing.
today i was bored and read up on socrates a whole bunch, he pisses me off.
and maybe all of these thoughts and plans of leaving are hopeless and artificial, but i'd love to think they're not. i need to be saved cause i'm past the point of saving myself and i've been drowning for years. come summertime, i hope the living's easy.
i know that i know nothing.
today i was bored and read up on socrates a whole bunch, he pisses me off.