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also,
tonight i thought about all of the people in my life who have done incredibly shitty things to me. there are lots.
but then i started to wonder who i had betrayed. i don't recall ever doing something to someone that would intentionally hurt them. i have hurt people, yes. i don't however think that i've stabbed anyone in the back. i've never hooked up with a friends ex boyfriend. i've never lied to a friend's face. i haven't broken any hearts.
i could be totally wrong about all of this. maybe i have betrayed people, maybe i deserve to feel hurt by people i once cared about.
i really don't think that's the case though.
tonight i thought about all of the people in my life who have done incredibly shitty things to me. there are lots.
but then i started to wonder who i had betrayed. i don't recall ever doing something to someone that would intentionally hurt them. i have hurt people, yes. i don't however think that i've stabbed anyone in the back. i've never hooked up with a friends ex boyfriend. i've never lied to a friend's face. i haven't broken any hearts.
i could be totally wrong about all of this. maybe i have betrayed people, maybe i deserve to feel hurt by people i once cared about.
i really don't think that's the case though.