Dial P for Paul
So today I watched Dogma on Comedy channel. Pretty good. Nothing else was on. Had to pick Kaycee up from a post Kid Rock concert party last night. She was totally wasted. She was all giggly and wouldn't shut up. I got her home and she passed out. This morning she ended up crying the whole morning because she knew how upset I was about her getting hammered. She was very upset and scared that I was going to break up with her. She kept saying don't leave me. I was like baby i'm not leaving you I promise, but when I said that, I found myself saying it just to comfort her and not because I actually meant it. Gah this relationship is soo dramatic. I wish I had a decent relationship. I stick with it in hopes of things getting better but it never does. I think I need to do some serious thinking about my future with her. We've been together almost a year and I hate to turn my back on so much, but I need to be happy, and right now i'm not happy.