Gaaa
You people, telling me to watch things! I would say stop it, but I don't really want that... cause damn. Now I've found something new to get into.
"You haven't seen Robin Hood yet? You must!"
Yeah. Okay. So I have now. I like it. It's a bit cheesy sometimes. The sheriff's campy anachronistic babblings annoy me. But somehow I still like it. I like the non-gory in story spurts of violence. I like the little jokes and fun. I like the oh-so-gayness of Robin and um. His manservant guy. I'll learn names eventually.
Now I'm actually jealous of the scruffy little beard he's got. Whyyyy. Even if I COULD grow one, I couldn't let myself.
I think the point here is that I CAN'T anyway. Decision not in my hands. That would be the jealous part, I think.
Grmph.
My jaw was bad but not as bad today, which was a mercy. My knee on the other hand was much much worse. Whether this was a result of actually biking at a normal resistance for a normal amount of time yesterday, or of going for a walk today, I don't know. I think perhaps I need new shoes. I hate having to get new shoes. They're so expensive for something you, well, wear on your feet. And yet so necessary. It's not fair.
On the other hand, my paycheck this week was over $300. That was NICE.
I missed a call from the lawyer today. I am still mystified as to how this happened, since my phone was ON and WITH ME at the time. I must not have had it set to vibrate or something, maybe. Maybe it was on the softest ringing instead. I'm not really sure, but SOMEHOW, I MISSED IT. Discovering this as I went in to work was NOT the best way to start my day.
A day that had already started poorly when I woke up in the wee hours of the morning from a bad dream that I only half remember. I remember hugging someone goodbye and sobbing uncontrollably into their shoulder, but I don't remember WHY they were leaving or WHAT was going on, I just remember waking up feeling wrung out and miserable and soaked in sweat. Not the best way to start your day - I never did get properly back to sleep after that.
All of this conspired to make a day where I spent most of my shift trying not to cry in the middle of the music department. For no real good reason. Just. Needed to cry. Quite possibly this is what my dream was really about.
Finished Shortbus. It got really weird and miserable toward the end. Unfair. There was also a distinct lack of "teh sechs" toward the end. Possibly why I lost interest, although I did get caught up in the sad a bit. (Which was slightly ruined by the... wtfness of some of it.) I blame the testosterone.
Still considering upgrading to a paid LJ account just for the hell of it... more money in my pocket is tempting me to spend it, even though I MUST SAVE!
"You haven't seen Robin Hood yet? You must!"
Yeah. Okay. So I have now. I like it. It's a bit cheesy sometimes. The sheriff's campy anachronistic babblings annoy me. But somehow I still like it. I like the non-gory in story spurts of violence. I like the little jokes and fun. I like the oh-so-gayness of Robin and um. His manservant guy. I'll learn names eventually.
Now I'm actually jealous of the scruffy little beard he's got. Whyyyy. Even if I COULD grow one, I couldn't let myself.
I think the point here is that I CAN'T anyway. Decision not in my hands. That would be the jealous part, I think.
Grmph.
My jaw was bad but not as bad today, which was a mercy. My knee on the other hand was much much worse. Whether this was a result of actually biking at a normal resistance for a normal amount of time yesterday, or of going for a walk today, I don't know. I think perhaps I need new shoes. I hate having to get new shoes. They're so expensive for something you, well, wear on your feet. And yet so necessary. It's not fair.
On the other hand, my paycheck this week was over $300. That was NICE.
I missed a call from the lawyer today. I am still mystified as to how this happened, since my phone was ON and WITH ME at the time. I must not have had it set to vibrate or something, maybe. Maybe it was on the softest ringing instead. I'm not really sure, but SOMEHOW, I MISSED IT. Discovering this as I went in to work was NOT the best way to start my day.
A day that had already started poorly when I woke up in the wee hours of the morning from a bad dream that I only half remember. I remember hugging someone goodbye and sobbing uncontrollably into their shoulder, but I don't remember WHY they were leaving or WHAT was going on, I just remember waking up feeling wrung out and miserable and soaked in sweat. Not the best way to start your day - I never did get properly back to sleep after that.
All of this conspired to make a day where I spent most of my shift trying not to cry in the middle of the music department. For no real good reason. Just. Needed to cry. Quite possibly this is what my dream was really about.
Finished Shortbus. It got really weird and miserable toward the end. Unfair. There was also a distinct lack of "teh sechs" toward the end. Possibly why I lost interest, although I did get caught up in the sad a bit. (Which was slightly ruined by the... wtfness of some of it.) I blame the testosterone.
Still considering upgrading to a paid LJ account just for the hell of it... more money in my pocket is tempting me to spend it, even though I MUST SAVE!