Why am I still at home...?
I'm having moving angst. I want to be there but I'm afraid I won't get everything done in time, I'm afraid I'll have to reschedule, I'm afraid of a lot of things. I'm afraid of the money it will cost. Mostly right now the time crunch is scaring me, but when I DIDN'T have a time crunch, nothing got DONE
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Even my parents, who are fucking moving EXPERTS (due to the fact that they have moved around 12 TIMES since getting married) always freak out a few weeks before the deadline. Don't worry, it's normal. All a part of the moving process. ^_^ It absolutely does not mean you won't do it, because you will.
The impossible is possible. Pigs flew. You *can* do it.
Also, reading people's expressions is diffucult at best. There is a chance that what you feel are these "amused, indulgent 'you're so not actually doing this' looks" are actually more your own insecurities seemingly reflected in their faces. Often, when I'm feeling bad about a certain issue, I will read way more into expressions, voice tone, and body language than is actually there.
The best thing to do is call them on it. Something like "You know, when you look at me that way, it really makes me feel like you don't believe in me". If they *aren't* actually thinking those things and their expressions actually mean something else, you will get some reassurance. If they are, well at least you have confronted them on their unsupportive behaivor and they might think twice next time.
Here's hoping. We love you. *HUGS*
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There is a *chance*, however, given past experience and all the precedents they've set, I think it's probably a good bet that I'm right.
I suppose I could call them on it, but there's also a good chance that if I *am* interpreting it wrong, that their reassurance would feel hollow. I may anyway, although my current tactic is to just go about my business and keep to myself as much as I can.
Thank you.
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