Title: Fear of? Part 1.
Author:
carisma_senseiTheme: 20. Fear
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Isshi x Nao
Disclaimer: Nao is now near me, telling me what to write, and Isshi is correcting my typos, i mean, WTF?!I don't own them XD-Sorry for typos if any lol-
Comments: Sometimes people does things just because they like to,without thinking about the consequences.But when something happens...is when they fear of...?
"Why did you take my hand baka?!"
Nao shaked his arm while laughing, and automatically after that Isshi let Nao's hand go.
"Oh god!I...i really didn't notice, sorry."
They were walking down street, it was night, and the lights of the town center were powerful.They always had fun at bars and looking at shops together.They knew that they should hide what they had between hands, but sometimes that was annoying and boring,so they let things happen.
Nao complained at Isshi because if someone saw them, rumours would start appearing around them, and that would be the very end.
"But Nao...this is making me sick.I could kiss you now, but i think i have to wait until we arrive home..."
"Why for?Don't we have a life after all?And i can't wait as well so..."
Nao took Isshi by his hand and pulled of him until they arrived to a dark and deep back alley.Then he kissed Isshi pasionately, who pushed Nao to the wall,between his arms, giving him a wet kiss.
"Nao...you hardly ever let me do this...if you want me to stop..."
"And does it feel as if i wouldn't let you go inside of my pants?
Nao caressed Isshi's chest,and went down, to his crotch, and caressed it softly placing one of his legs between Isshi's.
"Normally you would kill me...but not anymore uh?"
"Not anymore..."
Nao unzipped Isshi's pants and introduced his hand slowly.He could feel Isshi's warm breathe near his ear,while the other was licking his neck.
"This is not the place,Nao..."
"I don't really care...i like it"-Nao put his hand in Isshi's neck.
Isshi introduced his right hand under Nao's shirt,and kissed him again.They were starting to enjoy the game, but suddenly they heard someone's voice.
"Nao...did you hear that?"
"Yes...we better leave now, so sorry Isshi, i..."
Nodding, Isshi fixed Nao's shirt and did up his pants.Then he took Nao by his hand and walked home.
When they arrived,they were nervous, and they couldn't talk.Isshi prepared tea for Nao,and kissed his forehead.
"What's wrong dear?"
"Hm...did you just call me dear?"
"Yes...it sounds cute on you."-Isshi caressed Nao's hair.
"I feel a pression in my chest...is this what we call fear?
Isshi tilted his head and stared at Nao's sad eyes.Softly, he put his hand on Nao's one and took it strongly.
"I never wanted to cause problems Nao,we knew that things like this could happen, and i accepted it."
Scared, Nao answered quickly.
"Oh, i am not regreting what we said to each other!I am stupid, i let myself go too far."
"Are you really afraid of something?Maybe we should talk to Izumi tomorrow...Since he knows what's going on."
"He will get mad at me, but we definitely have to tell him,and the others."
What they wanted to say,but couldn't really express, was that maybe that person saw what they were doing, or take pictures, and that would somehow be bad for the band.
"WHAT?!"
Izumi was back to his bad mood.They knew that their peace wouldn't be long.Nao bowed down in shame, and Isshi touched his shoulder. Akiya and Shin couldn't believe what their friends did.
"I really understand that such things happen, but guys, you should be more careful"-Shin tried not to hurt his bandmates with his words.
"I gave you all my confidence, and you wasted it so openly!I can't really express how i feel...didn't you see who it was?"-Izumi slamed the table.
"No i told you Izumi-san, please, forgive us!"-Nao was in agony.His voice trembled when it was about to appear from his throat.
"Let's just hope that the person wasn't following you guys, and please, be careful"
Izumi embraced Nao and gave Isshi a deep look and whispered.
"I want to talk to you,now."
Isshi shivered, Izumi never talked so cold to him.They left the actual room,and went to the recording room,which was empty.
"Isshi-san, i respect you, i really do.I am your friend, and i hope you are mine too.But this arrived too far."
"What are you trying to tell?"
"I won't let you hurt Nao.I promised him that i would protect him, and i will."
"Are you actually blaming at me?!We are together in this! It's not only me, it's Isshi and Nao!"
"Don't dare to say that Nao is a slut or acts like that."
Isshi was shocked about Izumi's words.He didn't insult his lover, he never did.
"I wouldn't insult him never, never,did you hear me?!?!"
Izumi took Isshi by his t-shirt and pushed him down.
"I tell you...don't fool around...because i will make you pay."
Izumi smashed the door.Nao ran until he reached Isshi.
"What's wrong Isshi-san?What did he do?"-Nao caressed Isshi's face, and he kissed his hand.-"Maybe we should forget..."
"Don't finish that sentence, i won't give up never, never."
"Isshi...it was my fault...But, tomorrow we have the Shoxx interview, remember?The two of us..."
"We will go then.I am not a coward, and Izumi won't scare me so easy...forget the fear ne?"
Isshi stood up and told Nao to go home, he agreed, with a sad looking.But they had to prevent incidents, so it was better if they slept in each others house for some days.When Nao left the room, Isshi fell to the floor.
"What are we going to do...?"
End part 1