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i don't understand why people do the things they don't like to do, just because other people said so..or they need money. why do people work jobs they don't like? i mean, everytime gino goes to work he comes home grumpy and sunburnt. i really don't get why people do things they aren't happy with. i don't get why people worry about what other people think of them. who cares if youre drunk and accidently call a straight edge kid? is he going to hate you just because you did something stupid that you wanted to do? why do people care so much about what others think about them?

i honestly just don't give a fuck, i want to live my life the way i want to live it, not how some kid wants me to live it. i think some people, some friends of mine..have forgotten how to be themselves because they're too busy impressing others. i'll just stand on the side lines and watch as everyone get's shot down by the retard gun.

i'd love to rewind back to the 9th grade, when no one gave a fuck about anyone else besides their friends and all we ever did was chase the rain and listen to slayer.

fuck growing up, fuck becomming an adult. i wanna be a kid forever.

i hate this summer, summer of 04'..you really suck.

i do love you though.

heather, do you still want to hang out tomorrow when youre done with your interview?