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i don't know what's wrong with me, but i feel so sad for some reason. i gave my dashboard tickets to tiffany because i just don't feel like going anymore. i cried tonight at the spill canvas because it made me think of doug and how much we have grown apart. i understand we are not in love anymore, but he has a special place in my heart. he wasn't only my boyfriend, but he was my best friend. now he acts like i do not exsist, like he has forgotten how much i used to mean to him. i used to be able to tell him anything, and now he honestly seems like a stranger. i am going to north carolina in 2 weeks to see my sister. i have to choose whether or not i want to stay up there. leave behind friends and this town that i do love whether or not i tell myself i don't? or be with the one i love the most and actually make something of myself? i don't know. im sorry im such a bitch sometimes gino, but i love you so much. youre the only boyfriend i've ever had that has been this nice to me and put up with all the stupid shit i say and do. i feel like im a failure, oh wait..the truth is i am.
"Just forget me, It's that simple."
It obviously isn't too tough, just ask the person who was supposedly in "love" with me 4 months ago. Youre supposed to be my 'best friend' remember? you probably don't, but i do. bestfriend doesnt mean stranger.
"Just forget me, It's that simple."
It obviously isn't too tough, just ask the person who was supposedly in "love" with me 4 months ago. Youre supposed to be my 'best friend' remember? you probably don't, but i do. bestfriend doesnt mean stranger.