i did this to myself
so i'm alone again. this has been a reoccuring theme in the past 7 months. but it's okay i guess....maybe...i really hate it though. i've come to terms with that the friends i have(had) that are in AZ dont give two shits about me. but i'm goign to go see john soon ....maybe if i can take my finals early (please god please god please). well thats it. i just needed to ge that out...now i need to finish some cartooning shit.