i only read lj once in a blue moon.
im suddenly very hungry, probably bc i ate applesauce, left over mac and cheese, and a slice of pizza today. Im only writing on here bc i dont have my actual journal at home, which is unfortunate bc ive been wanting to write in my journal for like a month now and i finally have the time. also bc i wont write the same things on here that i would in it. which are the things that matter more probably. I have a crazy week ahead of me..actually its been crazy since like tuesday.. i have to write a spanish paper by tuesday which isnt so bad i guess but its just obnoxious bc i dont remember spanish words. then i have lots of tests that i Really need to study a LOT for. and i have to work all weekend.i guess i would say that im stressed, for the first time this year im in stress mode. it sucks.
i wish i was in athens bc like kate is trying to stay in carrolton more i really want to stay in athens more this year, but the whole working on wkends thing kinda prevents that, and i like coming home and seeing my mom and all but i would also like to stay in athens and just experience the whole fun party and stay up late and hang out with friends and hell, MAKE friends thing. Im jealous whenever i miss a chance. plus i miss dev when im here and hes there, i know thats kinda pitiful since its only a couple days but its the truth.
i think im actually just a jealous person, i guess i should work on that. im jealous that i dont get to be in athens having fun, hanging out, going out with dev and whoever tonight. im jealous of kate being able to stay in carrolton and have fun and enjoy it ( but im also happy or her to be able to do that). im jealous of all of devins art friends, okay, im jealous of all of devins girl art friends mostly, and the time they get with him and the fact that they share art in common and other things for that matter. and those are just the things im thinking of right now, im actually probably jealous of wayyyy more. maybe im selfish. lol
i ammm happy that i got to talk to katie online for a bit and that hopefully i will see her tomorrow after work, bc i love that girl. and i am happy that i kinda made a new friend named caitlyn whos in two of my classes and takes me home on mwf days, even though she graduates in december lol. and im happy that my mom is making me pasta salad bc i love it. and im happy that fall is coming too ( like kates post) i love fall. my birthday is coming soonish i guess..im gonna be 20..that seems so old to me..but its really not at all. and i love the smell of fall like kate..you should check out the candles/soaps/etc at bath and body works..they have this one pumpkin spice one that is just wonderful. the pumpkin pie fudge i got at the daisy festival last weekend reminds me of fall..and its delicious. im excited for next weekend too..even though i have to work saturday, friday and sunday should be a lot of fun, if i can only make it to then.
i wish i was in athens bc like kate is trying to stay in carrolton more i really want to stay in athens more this year, but the whole working on wkends thing kinda prevents that, and i like coming home and seeing my mom and all but i would also like to stay in athens and just experience the whole fun party and stay up late and hang out with friends and hell, MAKE friends thing. Im jealous whenever i miss a chance. plus i miss dev when im here and hes there, i know thats kinda pitiful since its only a couple days but its the truth.
i think im actually just a jealous person, i guess i should work on that. im jealous that i dont get to be in athens having fun, hanging out, going out with dev and whoever tonight. im jealous of kate being able to stay in carrolton and have fun and enjoy it ( but im also happy or her to be able to do that). im jealous of all of devins art friends, okay, im jealous of all of devins girl art friends mostly, and the time they get with him and the fact that they share art in common and other things for that matter. and those are just the things im thinking of right now, im actually probably jealous of wayyyy more. maybe im selfish. lol
i ammm happy that i got to talk to katie online for a bit and that hopefully i will see her tomorrow after work, bc i love that girl. and i am happy that i kinda made a new friend named caitlyn whos in two of my classes and takes me home on mwf days, even though she graduates in december lol. and im happy that my mom is making me pasta salad bc i love it. and im happy that fall is coming too ( like kates post) i love fall. my birthday is coming soonish i guess..im gonna be 20..that seems so old to me..but its really not at all. and i love the smell of fall like kate..you should check out the candles/soaps/etc at bath and body works..they have this one pumpkin spice one that is just wonderful. the pumpkin pie fudge i got at the daisy festival last weekend reminds me of fall..and its delicious. im excited for next weekend too..even though i have to work saturday, friday and sunday should be a lot of fun, if i can only make it to then.