I'm sooooo looooost

Jun 23, 2004 08:52

Why can't I write? I swear, it's driving me insane! &%$#@*&%^+@!!!!!!!

Poll prime the pump

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About mine... omellette June 23 2004, 15:10:33 UTC
...I should clarify.

It's not about sadness, really. It's about abject desire overriding physical limitations. The NEED to do that is so great, that nothing will stop her -- nothing.

Make sense?

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Re: About mine... 505247 June 23 2004, 15:13:41 UTC
Ummmm - if I could find a response from you I'm sure it would be. Checking again. Nope! Can you try again?

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Really? omellette June 23 2004, 15:18:05 UTC
I got the success message, after posting it...

Ok, I just submitted it again. Do you see it now?

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Re: Really? 505247 June 23 2004, 15:28:39 UTC
Nope.

Now you have me stomping my feet in frustration! I got a new message from someone else, too, so it's obviously working. Sorry - I don't know what could be wrong.

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I'll post it here, then... omellette June 23 2004, 15:33:14 UTC
...I can't fathom why it's not working, either.

My Image is that of a girl, on her knees, working so hard at sucking cock that the tears are falling.

The tears are because she's gagging, repeatedly and hard. But it's not just because he's face fucking her -- although that's a minor part of it. No, it's because she has such a desperate need to please him in this way, that she's ready, willing, and eager to go well past her physical limitations and gag reflex to do so, and the tears are a result of this.

Like I also said above -- it's not about sadness. It's about pure need to serve.

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Re: I'll post it here, then... 505247 June 23 2004, 16:02:07 UTC
Thank you. I can relate to that image, as a person who has worked very hard to get past that gag reflex - to the point that I will say, "Just keep pushing, even if I choke. Trust me; I know what I'm doing." And the gagging can actually feel nice, if he isn't afraid - my throat closes up on him like a little massage. And yes, there are tears; it's impossible to avoid them. They make me angry because they only get in the way, but all I can do is refuse to acknowledge them, brush them aside or snuffle them back up when I have a chance. It gets easier all the time but it's never entirely easy and it probably never will be. To be honest, that internal struggle to master myself and do something as seemingly simple as breathe when I need to is one of the things I like about it.

I just figured, since you were kind enough to be open, I should return the favor.

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Exactly! omellette June 23 2004, 16:06:53 UTC
But don't wipe them away! They're beautiful...

Really, while some might see the tears and gag spit haning from a girl's chin as humiliating or degrading, I see that as beautiful, and a testament to her desire.

:-)

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Re: Exactly! 505247 June 23 2004, 16:47:46 UTC
That's so sweet. But I think they worry my guy, even when I tell him not to worry.

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