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I was going through my room and I hadn't cleaned under my bed in maybe two months or so and OMG I found a flattened dead rat under a box. EWW. just EWW. Luckily my dad was here and he got rid of it. But still, I'm probably going to have nightmares.
Speaking of which, I had a rare John dream last night, it was kinda sweet [and not at all a nightmare, if that's what your thinking. lol].
We were sitting together in my living room and laughing about something and I leaned over and he put his arm around me. Then all of a sudden all these people were there and it was like school or something but still in my living room and me and John were still on the couch. Then there was a sing along to "From Me To You" but we didn't join in. And then my 10th grade English teacher came in from the kitchen and then went back in ther and we followed her and John kept freaking her out like poking her or something and I was "Like John! Stop that" and he did. Then I went to my room and he followed me, but then I woke up so whatever happened next is lost forever unless I dream it again.
But it was pretty much like the other John one. Nothing really happens. I think I've finally figured that out though. I'm starting to feel closer to John than George, therefore in my John dreams we're very close [i.e. sitting together, he puts his arm around me, etc] but in my George dreams it's like I can't ever really get close to him. Well, and I totally think John like visited me or some thing but that's a little weird even for me so...If you want to know about it,
I was at my Maw Maw's house, alone, and sitting in the back room, where the last John dream I had took place, before this incident. And i was musing things about the story, I was writing and stuff b/c I sometimes talk to myself or think out loud or whatever. And I said something to John, like I thought he could hear me. And my friend Janet & I have this joke where we trade John and George back and forth. ANd this week it was supposed to be Janet's turn so I had to "send John back to her" so I said something about how I'd miss him, but it was getting late and he'd better go. I had my eyes closed [but I was awake, I would like to stress that I did not dream this] and I heard the couch creak and then the floor creaked, like someone stood up and moved towards the door, so I opened the door, because obviously he was trying to leave and I felt this cold rush of air [you know they always say ghosts have cold air following them and stuff], then it was all quiet again. So, I'm thinking that was him, and he was actually there like listening to me, which is so sweet because I often feel like no one listens to me. And I feel like, because of this i havesome sort of connection to John that I don't have with George.
But anyroad, that was my day. I cleaned and found a dead rat and went to Walmart and got stuff ready for pictures tomorrow. Good news is Shelia got the day off from both her jobs so we can hang out all day. I have no idea what we'll do though. probably come back here and sit around and talk or watch tv or something. lol. But it'll be awesome because we can have fun doing like nothing. Seriously. So yay for that.
Hopefully Tuesday I will get to finish my painting I've been working on. It's almost done except for the faces and the Beatles. lol.
I'll post pics when I finish it. =)
Mom didn't even come in tonight to tell me to go to bed, of course it's not even 11:30 yet. I might write for a bit, maybe I'll get some of "Isn't It Good?" done so I can post it sometime later this week. I'm going to go then, cheerio.
Love,
Anna
Speaking of which, I had a rare John dream last night, it was kinda sweet [and not at all a nightmare, if that's what your thinking. lol].
We were sitting together in my living room and laughing about something and I leaned over and he put his arm around me. Then all of a sudden all these people were there and it was like school or something but still in my living room and me and John were still on the couch. Then there was a sing along to "From Me To You" but we didn't join in. And then my 10th grade English teacher came in from the kitchen and then went back in ther and we followed her and John kept freaking her out like poking her or something and I was "Like John! Stop that" and he did. Then I went to my room and he followed me, but then I woke up so whatever happened next is lost forever unless I dream it again.
But it was pretty much like the other John one. Nothing really happens. I think I've finally figured that out though. I'm starting to feel closer to John than George, therefore in my John dreams we're very close [i.e. sitting together, he puts his arm around me, etc] but in my George dreams it's like I can't ever really get close to him. Well, and I totally think John like visited me or some thing but that's a little weird even for me so...If you want to know about it,
I was at my Maw Maw's house, alone, and sitting in the back room, where the last John dream I had took place, before this incident. And i was musing things about the story, I was writing and stuff b/c I sometimes talk to myself or think out loud or whatever. And I said something to John, like I thought he could hear me. And my friend Janet & I have this joke where we trade John and George back and forth. ANd this week it was supposed to be Janet's turn so I had to "send John back to her" so I said something about how I'd miss him, but it was getting late and he'd better go. I had my eyes closed [but I was awake, I would like to stress that I did not dream this] and I heard the couch creak and then the floor creaked, like someone stood up and moved towards the door, so I opened the door, because obviously he was trying to leave and I felt this cold rush of air [you know they always say ghosts have cold air following them and stuff], then it was all quiet again. So, I'm thinking that was him, and he was actually there like listening to me, which is so sweet because I often feel like no one listens to me. And I feel like, because of this i havesome sort of connection to John that I don't have with George.
But anyroad, that was my day. I cleaned and found a dead rat and went to Walmart and got stuff ready for pictures tomorrow. Good news is Shelia got the day off from both her jobs so we can hang out all day. I have no idea what we'll do though. probably come back here and sit around and talk or watch tv or something. lol. But it'll be awesome because we can have fun doing like nothing. Seriously. So yay for that.
Hopefully Tuesday I will get to finish my painting I've been working on. It's almost done except for the faces and the Beatles. lol.
I'll post pics when I finish it. =)
Mom didn't even come in tonight to tell me to go to bed, of course it's not even 11:30 yet. I might write for a bit, maybe I'll get some of "Isn't It Good?" done so I can post it sometime later this week. I'm going to go then, cheerio.
Love,
Anna