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i know we said it 'never happend' but the fact is, it did, and its changed things...its changed alot of things...its changed the way i see things. its changed the way i feel. i love you, i do, with all my heart and all my soul...that will never change, but things are odd now. things feel diferent now. you say that your life was worse with out me, but it doesnt seem much better now. was it me you missed, or was it the security? the fact that there was always someone there...its hard to tell the difference sometimes. you ask me whats wrong with me..but it really doesnt seem like you care. sometimes it hard for me to talk, because i really dont know whats wrong, im not trying to keep things from you, sometimes, i just really...dont...know. sometimes all i need to make things better, is you just..being there...i guess you dont understand that...or you dont care. i dunno, i just, i dont want to drift, i want to fix this, i want things to go back to the way they used to be. i keep telling my self we're ok...but we're not, we are so obviously not....so please....just help me fix this....