(no subject)
ok. i feel a little bit like a . but i think i'm recovering. and i guess i shouldn't blame myself. these things do happen. [which reminds of phantom: Well, until you stoppa these things, THIS thing does not 'appen!] i just feel kind of guilty for this 180*, considering i started it/pushed for it. i don't like letting people down. i dunno. it just doesn't feel right anymore.
but i think things will be back to normal fairly quickly. and not weird, nor just plain bad. i hope.
: /
i am sorry. and they weren't lies. it just...isn't anymore.
huh. weird. meaning me. i'm weird. my brain/emotional process is weird.
*sigh*
yeah. otherwise it wasn't that bad of a day.
but i think things will be back to normal fairly quickly. and not weird, nor just plain bad. i hope.
: /
i am sorry. and they weren't lies. it just...isn't anymore.
huh. weird. meaning me. i'm weird. my brain/emotional process is weird.
*sigh*
yeah. otherwise it wasn't that bad of a day.