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tonight was spent at jamba. the usual friday close.
it really wasn't that bad tonight tho. Kim brought in allll of her old clothes for sarah and i to pick through. and my boss is hot. she had very cute "old" clothes. my favorite thing is this green pajama/work out gear/j-lo outfit. ha, i love it.
i closed with lindsay. just her and i. well...we had this new guy, erik(from Germany), with us until 9. but, it was his frist day. so really, it was just me and lindsay. She was in an argument with Adam when i came to work. Something from previously in the day. 10 minutes before we close... he brings her in a dozen pink roses. for some reason i wanted to cry.
kam... thanks for talking tonight. you poor sick thing, having to listen to me, and then gettin stuck with drunk boy who doesn't leave. :(
i love you i love you i love you. this time you come down we need to see eachother. longer than 5 minutes. really. i wont have it any other way.
i hate the things i am hearing. i feel like an idiot for having such feelings, when they weren't and are not mutal.
but whyyy.
i d o n o t understand it.
if you are going to let her cry. why not just let her go?