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i hate having to worry about my day. like all these diffrent places i am supposed to be at diffrent times. and who i need to pick up at what school at what time. driving me nuts. all these stupid extra prep classes for the sats that i don't even need, becasue i'm not learning anything new. i just feel idiot-ish for forgeting it all. and it's so hard to get all my shifts covered at homo jamb, becasue no one calls you back. kqsjdaikjeiqwenmqiwjeiqwieqwioje i am a nut case. :(
something interesting i saw today when i was flipping through my pshyc book...
Maturation Timetables
Early Matures
BOYS GIRLS
*high self-esteem *generally low
*satisfied with self-esteem
physical appearance *dissatisfied with
physical appearance.
*highly self-conscious
Late Maturers
BOYS GIRLS
*generally low self *high self-steem
esteem * satisfied with
*dissatisfied with physical
overall appearance apperance
*highly self-conscious
that sure has some truth in it. explains alot.
oh wow, ok my grandma was just here. ughhkjwd823yu4823uoi2. better. it felt so good just to let everything out. she is so smart, and she understands everything that's going on with me and my parents situation. she is probably the only one person who can really understand, we are the only two who had this inside view on what really happened with the divorce. i just really wish this all wasn't going on right now, it is probably the worst timming ever.
work jsut called. i have to come in an hour early tonight. i have no idea why i am even updating this right now. i have no time, i need to be doing my homework. and the countless of millions of other things i have to do. why don't i sleep at night? i am so so tired.oh life.