just another revolution of the never ending circle.
he never loved me.
it's easy.
so gosh, why aren't you over this yet?
why are you so stupid and stuck in the past...geeeez just get over it.
right?
oh, sure.
it's like waking up one morning, and having somone tell you that you never had a brother. what do you mean? i know i have a brother. they can take away all the pictures, all the evidence of ever having a brother. what's left is the feeling. in your heart you know he existed. but you are just supposed to go along with it, and be OKAY with it. that he is gone. everyone else has erassed him from their memory, why can't you? geeeez....what is your problem? right? oh, sure.
it is like living in such a fake world. and it's not a dream, you aren't going to wake up. so hey, MOVE ON, and become part of the fake world.
i know you are different now, okay. or just back to the old you. but how can i forget about the person that i knew? he is just gone now? dead? this does not make sence.
just because we are behind a stupid screen doesn't make US machines. remember it's ME you are saying this to. and then be okay with it.
and now you are going to be mad. because i am the only one that can piss you off. and that's just the way things go. so be mad, be mad at the fact i know who you really are, and still love you for all of those reasons.
but it is only temporary. time will make me forget. we wont even talk in a year.
right? isn't that the way things go. oh....sure.