Today was the first day back to school, and it wasn’t so horrible though, I must say that my new zero hour was a bore *closes eyes… begins to snore
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First off I don't know where you got me saying that you judge me...because I don't think that. I was just talking about people in general. I guess the reason I push you away is because maybe you won't accept the person I am now...you don't know me anymore... And It feels like you never really made an attempt to try to get to know me again. And then when I need someone you want to be there and it's like how can you be there when you don't even know what's been going on in my life. I know I don't talk to you as much as I should and i'm sorry for that. I really don't know what I'm feeling anymore. I know if I ever really need you then you'll be there but right now all I needed was some space...to be by myself and figure out some stuff....I hope you understand and you don't need to always help people you can let them try to help themselves but I appreciate all you do for me. I guess maybe I feel like the reason I drifted away was when you started calling Torie every night and not once called me for like a few weeks and that really hurt so I figured instead of get hurt because you were always with torie that I would just rely on myself. I still need you and I know you need me and I'll be there if you need me...but just because I don't want to talk to you about it doesn't mean I don't love you with all my heart and that you aren't my best friend. I'm just going through alot and soo many changes that I'm just trying to survive as we all are. I really wanted to tell you...but really I can't. I hope you can respect that and just be my friend. That's all I ask for right now. *love always* KATIE
*love always*
KATIE
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