Why don't I UNDERSTAND!!!
God is the most confusing thing in my life right now,
we are oficially wrestling and I am losing horribly!
why does God bring an amazing woman into my life only to, a month later, rip us apart because of His plans for me. I am trying to make sense of this. I am angry at God for doing this to me, and I am even angrier at the fact that I have hurt my closest friend in this world. I love God with all my heart and I want to do His will but I really wish He would make up His mind or make things clear. Maybe He has this whole time but I have just been stupid and full of pride, trying to take control of my life. I really have no idea at this point, I just miss Katie. I still have her as a close friend but my feelings are still there for her and they always will be. I will never stop loving Katie and I continuously think about her, she is the greatest blessing to my life and that will always stand as truth.
Katie I love you
God, we are officially wrestling
I know I will lose, but my heart will not settle
peace y'all
we are oficially wrestling and I am losing horribly!
why does God bring an amazing woman into my life only to, a month later, rip us apart because of His plans for me. I am trying to make sense of this. I am angry at God for doing this to me, and I am even angrier at the fact that I have hurt my closest friend in this world. I love God with all my heart and I want to do His will but I really wish He would make up His mind or make things clear. Maybe He has this whole time but I have just been stupid and full of pride, trying to take control of my life. I really have no idea at this point, I just miss Katie. I still have her as a close friend but my feelings are still there for her and they always will be. I will never stop loving Katie and I continuously think about her, she is the greatest blessing to my life and that will always stand as truth.
Katie I love you
God, we are officially wrestling
I know I will lose, but my heart will not settle
peace y'all