May 19, 2005 16:37
"SATURDAY AS USUAL" - Bright Eyes
Virginia's almost sleeping
The night is getting older
There's static on the tv
She's lying on the sofa
The cats crawl over her
Jenny's in the garage
She's got the car in neutral
She rolls it out so quietly
It's Saturday as usual
It always is
And me I'm in my bedroom
Drawing in my notebook
Cause my hand thinks I'm an artist
But my heart knows I'm a poet
It's just words, they mean...
So little to me, so little to me
So little to me, so little to me
So little to me, so little to me
So little to me, so little to me
I can't seem to deal with something more
When everyone will fall back
Daddy's in the backyard
his hands are getting dirty
And mom is in the kitchen
And her cake says that I'm thirteen
Another year....
My brother went to college
To become a doctor
And if he studies hard enough
He'll end up just like his father
Who hates his life
And me, I'm in the bathroom
crying out my eyelids
Cause it's hard to be a man
when you're scared just like a little kid
The world's become...
A little too mean, a little too mean
A little too mean, a little too mean
A little too mean, a little too mean
A little too mean, a little too mean
And I can't see the point of patient love
When everyone just wants to get fucked?
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I had a pretty decent day at work.
Aja always makes my day better. We smoked all my breaks and lunches and just kinda chilled, first time I have seen her happy like that in a long time so it in turn made me really happy. So we made rainbow rubber band bracelets out in the smoker's area and then yelled random obscenities to people driving by...It seriously was great...It is fucking inferno like in my house, I am like all undressed and it is still fucking scorching me. EEEEK
I need some new clothes for summer and I need need need some cargo shorts for sure...I just don't know where I want to get them from...I am pretty picky with my clothes.
I bought the group Acceptance's cd today and I really like it...I would also like to own Marc Broussard's cd Carencro...I really like his voice and style.
I am out of minutes on my phone (does the macauley culkin home alone face)....AHHHHHHHHHH
Oh well, It'll be ok...I still get texts and I love those better anyway....it's a momentary delight. I like quick fixes.
Maybe I need a random hookup....it will leave me feeling empty but at least I can feel accomplished with guys....apparently that is so important nowadays...new strand of AIDS out now sorry fellas...you can keep your diseases...I'll keep my dick dry lmao
I am soooooo burning up...help....agua agua agua...
Time for a cigarette and then some one on one bright eyes time....SWEEEET
might actually get to start on my scrapbook....I am off tomorrow and saturday...which makes me giddy...
Tomorrow is the Luau at work and I don't know if I should go....I am thinking it would be good to get out and do some things in the sun...I can save the macabre shit for night time.
Well have a good day everybody.
Love Yall
Adam