If You Kissed Me I Might Remain A Frog
"WHEN YOU COME BACK DOWN" - Nickel Creek
You got to leave me now, you got to go alone
You got to chase a dream, one that's all your own
Before it slips away...
When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to every lonely song
That you learn to play
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there when you come back down
When you come back down
I'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return
My greatest fear will be that you will crash and burn
And I won't feel your fire
I'll be the other hand that always holds the line
Connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine
I'm strung out on that wire
I'll be on the other end
To hear you when you call
Angel, you were born to fly
If you get too high I'll catch you when you fall
I'll catch you when you fall
Your memory's the sunshine every new day brings
I know the sky is calling
Angel, let me help you with your wings
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there when you come back down
When you come back down
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Tonight has been a long one. I am feeling a million times better and am in good spirits and it is a big turnaround....I have been one known to make huge changes from moment to moment. For one second I may be completely enraged or sad or just a little bitchy....but I always end up okay or feeling better and changing my negative into a positive in a matter of moments.....well sometimes rather long moments....No more problems out of "adam is a piece of fag meat" man. I basically told him today that I am worth more than any man's sexual offers or pleas...that kind of made him angry....oh well...suck a fart out of my ass bitch. HA my now that was good ole country boy Adam talking. I will never apologize again for feeling how I feel about anything or anyone...I am going to just be who I am and be damn well pleased with where I have been and where I am going....I may not be grown yet but goddamn I have lived just as much as any other 21 year old has and I have experienced a good bit and I am tired of these old fuckers telling me I have a long time to go as if it is not that evident....HELLO....I am not 12....nor do I sit on my grandpa's lap.....those days are over and that kid that used to be so lost well now he is a young man who wants to set things right for the future and fall in love and have a family and have a steady job and a house and maybe a dog....no picket fences though....I find those very Amish or maybe I am thinking Little House On The Prairie. I want a motorcycle....a crotch rocket yeah!!! And I want to watch football games with friends and make fun of Sean when he makes that funny face that I hate but I love him anyway. I want to enjoy all the christmases to come with my family while I can....and bask in the love those around me are offering up daily. We take so much for granted in life and in truth I want to be that person that everyone is jealous of....I want you to loathe me for the things that you take for granted that I do not. You hate your parents....well suck it up.....I was raped....sometimes we get the shit end of the stick....but in the end bitching, moaning, whining, anything other than being strong and pressing on just doesn't cut it because guess what? LIFE DOES NOT GIVE A RIP ROARING ASS FUCK what you want....it does what it wants anyway....you just have to steer your ass in the right direction and hope that your sails are filled with love or else you will be an empty vessel.
And on that note...I'm gay....and a dork....so fuck you and go cry! or laugh....
or whatever it is that you people do in your spare time that makes you happy...
That is all I want is happiness....that is all any of us want....
SO FUCKING SUCK MY BALLS HALLMARK...
I am horny....time to blow a load
Night
Adam
You got to leave me now, you got to go alone
You got to chase a dream, one that's all your own
Before it slips away...
When you're flyin' high, take my heart along
I'll be the harmony to every lonely song
That you learn to play
When you're soarin' through the air
I'll be your solid ground
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there when you come back down
When you come back down
I'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return
My greatest fear will be that you will crash and burn
And I won't feel your fire
I'll be the other hand that always holds the line
Connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine
I'm strung out on that wire
I'll be on the other end
To hear you when you call
Angel, you were born to fly
If you get too high I'll catch you when you fall
I'll catch you when you fall
Your memory's the sunshine every new day brings
I know the sky is calling
Angel, let me help you with your wings
Take every chance you dare
I'll still be there when you come back down
When you come back down
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Tonight has been a long one. I am feeling a million times better and am in good spirits and it is a big turnaround....I have been one known to make huge changes from moment to moment. For one second I may be completely enraged or sad or just a little bitchy....but I always end up okay or feeling better and changing my negative into a positive in a matter of moments.....well sometimes rather long moments....No more problems out of "adam is a piece of fag meat" man. I basically told him today that I am worth more than any man's sexual offers or pleas...that kind of made him angry....oh well...suck a fart out of my ass bitch. HA my now that was good ole country boy Adam talking. I will never apologize again for feeling how I feel about anything or anyone...I am going to just be who I am and be damn well pleased with where I have been and where I am going....I may not be grown yet but goddamn I have lived just as much as any other 21 year old has and I have experienced a good bit and I am tired of these old fuckers telling me I have a long time to go as if it is not that evident....HELLO....I am not 12....nor do I sit on my grandpa's lap.....those days are over and that kid that used to be so lost well now he is a young man who wants to set things right for the future and fall in love and have a family and have a steady job and a house and maybe a dog....no picket fences though....I find those very Amish or maybe I am thinking Little House On The Prairie. I want a motorcycle....a crotch rocket yeah!!! And I want to watch football games with friends and make fun of Sean when he makes that funny face that I hate but I love him anyway. I want to enjoy all the christmases to come with my family while I can....and bask in the love those around me are offering up daily. We take so much for granted in life and in truth I want to be that person that everyone is jealous of....I want you to loathe me for the things that you take for granted that I do not. You hate your parents....well suck it up.....I was raped....sometimes we get the shit end of the stick....but in the end bitching, moaning, whining, anything other than being strong and pressing on just doesn't cut it because guess what? LIFE DOES NOT GIVE A RIP ROARING ASS FUCK what you want....it does what it wants anyway....you just have to steer your ass in the right direction and hope that your sails are filled with love or else you will be an empty vessel.
And on that note...I'm gay....and a dork....so fuck you and go cry! or laugh....
or whatever it is that you people do in your spare time that makes you happy...
That is all I want is happiness....that is all any of us want....
SO FUCKING SUCK MY BALLS HALLMARK...
I am horny....time to blow a load
Night
Adam