SomeTimes My Life Is Like Pitfall, Until you arrive with the rope
I went to bed alone and shivering again and woke up alone in this big house alone. I think I had minor convulsions last night compared to the other nights...my evil side has seemed to eclipse and I feel more optimism towards the future....
But I am sad a little at how I have treated people...nothing I can do about it now though so might as well forget it.
I get a text message this morning from a guy saying "the best time to come and fuck me is while you're out of it..." yeah....ummm I hate getting fucking text messages from guys now...it makes me irritable that someone would dare even leave something like that for me when they know I am going through a tough time....I hate guys....ughhhh all they care about is sex. They wouldn't care if my fucking brain rotted out of my head or if I was about to keel over dead....they just want in my pants....and I mean hey...no shit...some people have wanted in them...but I am just not that kinda boy...move to fast and I blast your ass with some all too quick reality that I am not a loose whore and am worth more than that and deserve way more than that has to offer.
Chrystal from Photo Lab called me last night and she totally calmed me down about the heart situation. She just told me to step it off and be cool and that she was there for me and that she was just glad I was alive. She was most pissed because I missed her goddamn party to go to the Hospital. But now that I am recovering and working again...I ask myself...Am I getting over this?
I hada few drinks last night and it settled my nerves....watched National Treasure with my family and I liked it although some of it is boring...I found that history can be a little exciting maybe....if it has hot nerdy guys in it who look like Gideon Yago with all funny lines and a buried treasure from Egypt. I want to go to Egypt so bad...
I am going on Vacation in July...I wonder where I should go...I need a place to relax...
Oh great god in heaven I need a cigarette...
Vonzell was awesome last night...Carrie was good too except on that Rascal Flatts song she was completely out of tune....but whatever...she still good...Bo did good on that first song but I am sorry but that How Far Is Heaven song...I saw the actual band that performs that just before I saw Live perform at On The Bricks and they sucked....that song sucked and I don't like that song so he blew it for me on that....lol
Anyhow
My heart is swelling....I feel better today...as usual....hope I haven't been forgotten
or haven't upset too many people....i should be gracious i still have anyone at all...
And inside I am....you know I am
You are a sock.
You are a cozy, fuzzy, warm-hearted person. A lot of your friends describe you as a hopeless romantic. You fall for the opposite sex very easily. But be careful, because usually you don't know what you are getting into, and because you are very sensitive, you can get hurt... especially in early relationships. Also, don't exclude the cold-hearted from your "want-list", because they just might be looking for a kind person to warm up their heart.... or a sock to warm up their feet.
Most compatible with: Toilet Paper.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
Are your feet cold at all? Or don't guys usually use socks as cum rags? SHEESH
+Meep Face+
I am such a southern boy...I want to go four wheeling in the mud.
Adam
But I am sad a little at how I have treated people...nothing I can do about it now though so might as well forget it.
I get a text message this morning from a guy saying "the best time to come and fuck me is while you're out of it..." yeah....ummm I hate getting fucking text messages from guys now...it makes me irritable that someone would dare even leave something like that for me when they know I am going through a tough time....I hate guys....ughhhh all they care about is sex. They wouldn't care if my fucking brain rotted out of my head or if I was about to keel over dead....they just want in my pants....and I mean hey...no shit...some people have wanted in them...but I am just not that kinda boy...move to fast and I blast your ass with some all too quick reality that I am not a loose whore and am worth more than that and deserve way more than that has to offer.
Chrystal from Photo Lab called me last night and she totally calmed me down about the heart situation. She just told me to step it off and be cool and that she was there for me and that she was just glad I was alive. She was most pissed because I missed her goddamn party to go to the Hospital. But now that I am recovering and working again...I ask myself...Am I getting over this?
I hada few drinks last night and it settled my nerves....watched National Treasure with my family and I liked it although some of it is boring...I found that history can be a little exciting maybe....if it has hot nerdy guys in it who look like Gideon Yago with all funny lines and a buried treasure from Egypt. I want to go to Egypt so bad...
I am going on Vacation in July...I wonder where I should go...I need a place to relax...
Oh great god in heaven I need a cigarette...
Vonzell was awesome last night...Carrie was good too except on that Rascal Flatts song she was completely out of tune....but whatever...she still good...Bo did good on that first song but I am sorry but that How Far Is Heaven song...I saw the actual band that performs that just before I saw Live perform at On The Bricks and they sucked....that song sucked and I don't like that song so he blew it for me on that....lol
Anyhow
My heart is swelling....I feel better today...as usual....hope I haven't been forgotten
or haven't upset too many people....i should be gracious i still have anyone at all...
And inside I am....you know I am
You are a sock.
You are a cozy, fuzzy, warm-hearted person. A lot of your friends describe you as a hopeless romantic. You fall for the opposite sex very easily. But be careful, because usually you don't know what you are getting into, and because you are very sensitive, you can get hurt... especially in early relationships. Also, don't exclude the cold-hearted from your "want-list", because they just might be looking for a kind person to warm up their heart.... or a sock to warm up their feet.
Most compatible with: Toilet Paper.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
Are your feet cold at all? Or don't guys usually use socks as cum rags? SHEESH
+Meep Face+
I am such a southern boy...I want to go four wheeling in the mud.
Adam