Okay, I still Get Stoned..I'm Not The Kinda Boy You Take Home... (If It Makes You Happy)
My Interview as by: JCinMdtwn
1. I have been seeing the term EMO on here a lot. What is emo ?
Emo is a term to describe either the lifestyle or music of angsty depression ridden (usually) youth or people. It was/is a huge movement right now...a big mixture of straight and gay but the root of the word means Emotional or describes Emotional Rock.
It's basically being wishy washy!
2. You seem to have this fascination with blood and evil. How come ?
Somehow watching gorey horror flicks and listening to aggressive gore rock has shaped an image for me that we are animals even though we are human and there is a drive to kill somewhere deep in all of us. I embrace that fully. And I have always empathized with the dark side. I always have felt like the good side has it's defenses..if there even is a good and evil...Evil to me makes more sense...Do Gooders are evil in the fact that some of them do good and don't even have a legitimate reason to back it up. Evil has always been more beautiful to me.
3. Sometimes you come across as very punk in your LJ writings. Are you angry and why?
I like how you said come across....because I, In no way, want to be viewed as a punk. I find it a little too close to aryan righteous groups in nature and I am disgusted by that. Now as a person I have a huge assortment of emotions of which I am not afraid to share any. The one that seems to come up most is anger. I am not an angry person but I believe the world and environment around me helps to mold why I am angry. We all have a kaleidoscope of emotions and anger is the easiest to deal with for me. I just let out how I feel and then it's like....NEXT? Then I can move on with less stress. It's amazing at just how good and relieved you feel when you tell that douchebag at work who pissed you off to go suck a fucking donkey cock and choke to death on it. Very liberating...people are held back by their own inhibitions.
4. What is your sexual fantasy?
Aaaaahhh this one is great. I have a fantasy of meeting a guy who is rugged and hot and who takes complete control of me physically. Who kisses me like he wants to suffocate me with his tongue and shoves it down my throat like a 14 year old who's being very careless. I also have in that fantasy a will to become a receiver of the buttfucking. But to be rendered helpless by this man as he ravages me at will...and for some reason I want him to be very very rough with me...give me bruises on my wrists from holding me down..that sort of thing. I also love to be playfully bitten. So that is that!
5. Guys or Girls?
Both for me. I don't care if it is a guy or girl as long as I like them for who they are. I actually don't like a lot of the gay men that I have met/talked to. Girls have as many emotions as I do and I can totally relate with them...but it's like there is nothing sexual there for the most part...could I fuck a chick..yeah...I can fuck her or him if I am horny enough and probably both. I want to ultimately be with a a guy but if that doesn't happen I would not mind falling in love with a girl and starting a family of my own..when I am ready to settle of course...but men sweep me off my feet to be honest...so the whole situation is oxymoronic!
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2ND PART
The rules
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions
1. I have been seeing the term EMO on here a lot. What is emo ?
Emo is a term to describe either the lifestyle or music of angsty depression ridden (usually) youth or people. It was/is a huge movement right now...a big mixture of straight and gay but the root of the word means Emotional or describes Emotional Rock.
It's basically being wishy washy!
2. You seem to have this fascination with blood and evil. How come ?
Somehow watching gorey horror flicks and listening to aggressive gore rock has shaped an image for me that we are animals even though we are human and there is a drive to kill somewhere deep in all of us. I embrace that fully. And I have always empathized with the dark side. I always have felt like the good side has it's defenses..if there even is a good and evil...Evil to me makes more sense...Do Gooders are evil in the fact that some of them do good and don't even have a legitimate reason to back it up. Evil has always been more beautiful to me.
3. Sometimes you come across as very punk in your LJ writings. Are you angry and why?
I like how you said come across....because I, In no way, want to be viewed as a punk. I find it a little too close to aryan righteous groups in nature and I am disgusted by that. Now as a person I have a huge assortment of emotions of which I am not afraid to share any. The one that seems to come up most is anger. I am not an angry person but I believe the world and environment around me helps to mold why I am angry. We all have a kaleidoscope of emotions and anger is the easiest to deal with for me. I just let out how I feel and then it's like....NEXT? Then I can move on with less stress. It's amazing at just how good and relieved you feel when you tell that douchebag at work who pissed you off to go suck a fucking donkey cock and choke to death on it. Very liberating...people are held back by their own inhibitions.
4. What is your sexual fantasy?
Aaaaahhh this one is great. I have a fantasy of meeting a guy who is rugged and hot and who takes complete control of me physically. Who kisses me like he wants to suffocate me with his tongue and shoves it down my throat like a 14 year old who's being very careless. I also have in that fantasy a will to become a receiver of the buttfucking. But to be rendered helpless by this man as he ravages me at will...and for some reason I want him to be very very rough with me...give me bruises on my wrists from holding me down..that sort of thing. I also love to be playfully bitten. So that is that!
5. Guys or Girls?
Both for me. I don't care if it is a guy or girl as long as I like them for who they are. I actually don't like a lot of the gay men that I have met/talked to. Girls have as many emotions as I do and I can totally relate with them...but it's like there is nothing sexual there for the most part...could I fuck a chick..yeah...I can fuck her or him if I am horny enough and probably both. I want to ultimately be with a a guy but if that doesn't happen I would not mind falling in love with a girl and starting a family of my own..when I am ready to settle of course...but men sweep me off my feet to be honest...so the whole situation is oxymoronic!
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2ND PART
The rules
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions