So Paint The Pale White Floor With My, My Red Life...
"ANGELA BAKER AND MY OBSESSION WITH FIRE" - Senses Fail
I won't forget the day that, that I came to
And I started thinking that there's more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
And all I ever wanted was someone to
knock me back to the bliss of ignorance
'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic.
And so I'm here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain.
I won't forget the day that, that I found God
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell myself this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake
And so I'm here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain.
I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I call the cops to let 'em know
It's 22 Walthery Ave.
I thought I wanted this.
I thought I wanted this.
(I'm here to say)
I said I wanted some more attention
I thought I wanted a story ending.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I just give in.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that I'm just scared to live
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate.
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Tonight was absolutely PUNK RAWK...
I went out with Sean,Austin, Lauren, and Candice and I pretty much felt Candice's TITS up all night and her vagina some...I had a few too many drinks and got hit on by a homo of a different ethnic background which was nice and flattering. I have to say that tonight was really amazing because for once I let go of inhibitions and just had fun being me and stopped worrying about the world around me. We went to Woodstock first and then to Atlanta to eat at Joe's on Juniper where we ran into a group of old friends...it was INTERESTING. I had a few Blue Motherfuckers and was trashed then we came back home and I just got in...
I am tomorrow thank god...
I haven't gotten to talk to COWBOY in a couple of days..I miss talking to him...he makes me smile infinitely..I want to keep my smile going guys...
Kinda got shit straightened with Breezy Bree which was relieving.
I bought some Edward Gorey books...one of my personal favorites being
"The Gashlycrumb Tinies" sooooo way awesome.
I bought Final Fantasy Adventure for Game Boy on Ebay as well as Final Fantasy Legend 2 for Gameboy so that made me smile....Ebay is wonderful.
I love you all...
SEAN I LOVE YOU, YOU ARE THE GREATEST...
Becca....You are hot...If I was straight...OH YEAHHH..I'm sayin'.
I miss ya
I'm drunk...
KNIGHT,
Adam
I won't forget the day that, that I came to
And I started thinking that there's more
Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
And all I ever wanted was someone to
knock me back to the bliss of ignorance
'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic.
And so I'm here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain.
I won't forget the day that, that I found God
In a kitchen knife now and on my arm
So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life
And tell myself this pain is the pain I love
As I swallow the pills of happiness
And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake
And so I'm here to say
That thoughts in bed with pain.
I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I call the cops to let 'em know
It's 22 Walthery Ave.
I thought I wanted this.
I thought I wanted this.
(I'm here to say)
I said I wanted some more attention
I thought I wanted a story ending.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I just give in.
(I love the pain, I hate the pain)
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that I'm just scared to live
I think that the truth is I'm scared
I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate.
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Tonight was absolutely PUNK RAWK...
I went out with Sean,Austin, Lauren, and Candice and I pretty much felt Candice's TITS up all night and her vagina some...I had a few too many drinks and got hit on by a homo of a different ethnic background which was nice and flattering. I have to say that tonight was really amazing because for once I let go of inhibitions and just had fun being me and stopped worrying about the world around me. We went to Woodstock first and then to Atlanta to eat at Joe's on Juniper where we ran into a group of old friends...it was INTERESTING. I had a few Blue Motherfuckers and was trashed then we came back home and I just got in...
I am tomorrow thank god...
I haven't gotten to talk to COWBOY in a couple of days..I miss talking to him...he makes me smile infinitely..I want to keep my smile going guys...
Kinda got shit straightened with Breezy Bree which was relieving.
I bought some Edward Gorey books...one of my personal favorites being
"The Gashlycrumb Tinies" sooooo way awesome.
I bought Final Fantasy Adventure for Game Boy on Ebay as well as Final Fantasy Legend 2 for Gameboy so that made me smile....Ebay is wonderful.
I love you all...
SEAN I LOVE YOU, YOU ARE THE GREATEST...
Becca....You are hot...If I was straight...OH YEAHHH..I'm sayin'.
I miss ya
I'm drunk...
KNIGHT,
Adam