Jul 30, 2005 15:57
i got dumped woo hoo. i also lost my best friend, who knows if its guna be temporary or permanent. fuck all this shit i hate the world right now.
yea me and daniela are in a fight...surprised? yea me too. and im the one who got mad first. but im not guna put all the details on here its 2 personal and i havent even told her why im mad yet, so yea that wouldnt be right.
but anyways i cant explain how unwanted and friendless i feel right now. i seriously feel like i dont wanna move or eat or talk to anyone and i already ran out of tears. but i cant just keep hiding my feelings and expect them 2 go away...
o yea daniela that country song i love is called making memories of us
this sux cuz im mad at my grandparents cuz if it werent for them maybe i could actually keep a boyfriend or have more than 2 friends. fuck them i hope 1 day they realize how much they have ruined my life..damn overprotective bitches
im guna read this in 2 weeks and be like "ugh why was i so negative" so im guna put some positive stuff in here.
me and lynn hung out and it was fun (till i went with max and he broke up with me haha, then her bf broke up with her when i got back 2 her house...it was a great day!)
i slept over savannah's dad's house and that was fun, it got my mind off stuff. HAHAHAHA we were going 2 the casino 4 dinner, but we ended up not eating there, anyways, we were in the elevator and it was dead silent and savannahs dad started smacking his lips so we all looked at him and he was eating relish from a little packet ahahhahahahah it was hilarious, he was drunk