May 06, 2005 22:30
well tuesday was the dramam banquet, it was kinda fun. no dancing, and i didnt really know many people there, just mike and...mike, and a few aquaintences (is that how its spelled?) so it wasnt really super great,
but the chorus banquet!!!! woah nelly i cant wait for that. i hope mike goes, then i can go, cuz i dont wanna go without thim, that would completely suck.
2day my lil cousins came over and i had fun with them, and me and daniela went to the mall with her mom, it was nice to get out, but not the best time. daniela is always mad at the mall, she wasnt too mad today tho, which was great!! and i loved the drive home, it was so comfy.
2mro is my lil cousin's 1st communion and were havng her party here. yay!!!!!
lynn drove her car into a tree and cut her spleen and shes at ECMC now, i reallllllly hope shes ok. omg i wanna go visit her sooo bad but i really cant, i have no way of geting there, unless i go with her grandparents, but then id have 2 tell my grandparents that she totaled her car and i would never be allowed 2 drive with her again haha. but yea, keep her in ur prayers everyone!!!
ahhh mike...i love him...he rocks my world and my rocking chair. hes sooo hilarious and soo sweet, awwwww, and so fun to be with. cant wait 2 hang out with you mike!!!
i think i have a crying problem, i cry for the smallest thing, not even kidding. dont get me wrong, i LOVE crying, but i dunno if its cuz i cry too much or if its cuz i have too much bad stuff in my life, i wish i could tell. i wish i could see every detail of everyone elses life and compare it to mine and see if i have it good or bad. i cry at least every other day, it just started like a month ago or maybe a lil more. i remember one time like in the fall i thought to myself "wow i havent cried in a looooooong time, like a month maybe. but now... It feels soooo good to cry tho, like it relieves my stress(haha thats what its supposed to do). i think its mostly from my grandma. she needs to take a shit on herself. ok it feels good to let stuff out, i guess thats what a journal is for lol. thanx to everyone who actually read this, i love you haha